Dont treat me badly

•9•

Y/N POV

I want to forgive her. I'm getting there, but I feel like she knows that I'll forgive her, so it's making it easier for her. I don't know. I'm struggling to come to terms with my emotions towards Billie. I want it to work, us I mean, but I don't fully trust her yet. Is that bad of me? Should I even forgive her for what she did? I don't fucking know. At all.

She's a very confusing person. Great example, right now. She made a song called xanny about not doing drugs blah blah blah and here she is, smoking a blunt, outside of the house. Some people may call it "Fake" but I just say it's her personality, no shade thrown.

See that's the thing, it's hard for me to believe her when she lives the life she does. You know what I mean?

I quickly gather my thoughts as Billie walks in.
"Can I go take a shower, I smell of weed?"
"Sure, all the stuff's upstairs and so is your duffel bag with clothes right?"
"Yeah yeah, thanks"
"No worries"

Elliot's still at Fin and Claudia's house, they'll be here in about an hour or so. In the meantime, I start to make some dinner for all of us, since I don't think they'll leave straight away. I kind of miss them, it sounds cheesy but I do. She is my baby after all.

I can hear Billie's music from down here and it's getting a little frustrating because I'm trying to cook, I'm nearly finished though. That's one thing Billie always used to say when I cooked and it was "damn you can cook fast" I always used to shrug it off but I realise I really can.

I finish up in the kitchen and head upstairs to tell Billie to turn it down. I walk into the bedroom and the bathroom door is open. Wow.

"Billie!"
"Yes bab- y/n?" Damn Billie, you're not so slick after all.
"Can you turn the music down a little please?"
"Oh shit sorry" and it immediately turns down
"Claudia and Fin will be over in a minute so I suggest you hurry!"
"With Elliot?"
"Well nah then Billie" I laugh
"Wow y/n"
"I'll be finished in a second" I hear the water turn off and just as I'm about to head back downstairs she says,
"Y/n can you grab my towel please"
"Okay cool" I go into the bathroom and the vanilla fills my nose. It's so strong.

I grab her towel and she comes out from the shower curtain and I see her naked body for a second. She smirks.

"Like what you see?"
"Don't start that!" I say

Billie moves on real fast to wrap the towel around her and steps out the shower.

"Smells good"
"I know right, from bath and body works"

We stay in silence for what feels like hours. She opens her arms, wanting a hug. I can't not give her a hug with that lil pouty face.

I pull away as I hear the doorbell ring.
"Hurry the fuck up!"
"Okay jeez!"
I practically run downstairs and answer the door, to be greeted by Fin and Claudia and of course Elliot in her arms.

"Heeeyy guys how was she?" I ask
"Perfect" they both say, I laugh
"You should look after her more often" I say sarcastically.

"Oh oh I made some food for you guys, you're welcome to stay"
"Thank you y/n I'm starving!" Claudia says after pulling away from our hug.

We have some small talk as they all sit at the table, Elliot in her high chair.

Billie practically leaps downstairs when she smells the food.
"Damn you can cook fast" she says with a smirk, knowing that I remembered she used to say it.

"Hey bozo"
"Wow Bil, what a way to greet me" he rolls his eyes playfully and gives Billie a shove.
"Claudiaaaa my love! How are you?" They embrace in a warm hug, shortly pulling away.
"I'm goood! You?"
"I'm great thanks. Ooh and you little baby want" she turns to Elliot and starts to casually talk to her in a cute baby voice she used to do when I was in pain on my period.

She gives her a quick kiss on the head and joins them at the table.

I quickly plate up the food as as soon as you know it, we've all finished, including El.

"Thank you y/n this was great!" Claudia says
"Anytime guys, anytime"
"Okay bye love you" they both say
"Love you" I say back
"Love you too" Billie says in her goofy voice and I laugh.

"Can you look after her, imma hop in the shower"
"Sure"

--------------

I'm in the shower and I hear Billie in my room, with a snoring Elliot.
"Is she sleeping?" I pop my head out from the curtains
"Yeah, you're being too loud though!" She snickers
"Hey! Don't tell me what to do!" I say, full of sarcasm.
"Or what?" Her voice sounds so dominant oh my god. I hear her come in the bathroom and I hear rustling of clothes.

Suddenly, the shower curtains open and a naked Billie steps in.
"Bil-" I'm cut off to her lips meeting mine, the taste of weed no longer in her mouth. She backs me up against the wall and I feel her erection on my lower stomach.

A/n: hehehe that's all. Online homework is up my ass. If I could I would tell my teachers to suck my dick cause they like to be on it a lot. I once said "hop off my cock" to a supply teacher and I didn't get in trouble. Smh bozo bitch are you dumb d-dumb dumb dumb d-dumb dumb dumb, stoopid
•tehe•