Why do I keep hurting people?
I love them.
But, I get so angry and I don't know why.
Or, I get so sad and they don't know how to help.
I'm so helpless.
I don't deserve anything from them.
They're in pain because of me.
Why do they care so much?
Why can't they just stop?
It would hurt less if they didn't.
I don't want them to care if all I can give them is pain in return.
Please, stop trying to help.
Stop seeing me like this.
I wish you didn't know me.
I wish I wasn't here.
I'm better off dead, aren't I?
That's how it all ends, right?
One last final blow and then the pain will slowly disappear.
I'll be a memory of distant grief instead a constant shard of glass in their skin.
That'll be my legacy.
The one no one could save.
