(TRIGGER WARNING)
Sebbs pov:
He was in there for like 20 minutes when i hear him go back to his room I go into the bathroom to take a shower and I see blood on the Tap I was confused maybe someone had a nose bleed I get my shower and while I got out I dropped my phone I went to get it when I saw a blade it looked like it was just out of a sharpener it was under allot of things in the bin it was wet like it was just cleaned I was pancaking a bit when I went to check on Monty his door was open a bit I saw loz sat on his bed and Monty with his head in her lap crying "Monty you promised me you would never do that again" he's done this before "I'm sorry I'm so sorry I know I screwed up" my eyes were tearing up he did this because of me "stop saying sorry you don't choose to be like this" I felt like I was about to just burst out crying I messed up "I think I'm going to move back into my mums place I think this was too soon I'm still young and I need my family I guess" my heart ached hearing that he was my best friend I went back into my room and just sat there thinking about what i said
Monty's pov:
I was so upset after what happened he pushed me off I only needed a few hours to feel upset until sebb walked in the room screaming at me I was scared and upset I'm not gay I'm really not I told him to leave and he did I tried to keep the dark thoughts out but I couldn't all I could think was how I was a disappointment and I didn't deserve to live I grabbed my extra blade and ran the the bathroom I stared to cry and sat on the floor for 5 minutes untill I heard everyone in the house laughing i started cutting and I just couldn't stop myself I cleaned my self up and threw the blade in the bottom of the rubish so I wouldn't be tempted loz caught me walking out and saw a drop of blood on my shirt and knew straight away she lied with me for a hour making me feel better I just couldn't stop thinking about sebb , but he's a boy and I know I'm not gay
