Sebbs pov:
I just honestly don't know what to say I wanna tell him but I just can't he's looking at me his adorable eyes and face I just can't help myself "sebbbbb what did you wanna tell me" I can't talk my words are frozen my whole body is frozen I don't think I can tell him "sebb omg just tell me and before you start with the I'm only doing this because your my bestfriend I'm not gay I get it and I'm sorry for what's happened this week" I felt horrible that this is what he think have i said it that many times I just want him I want him , I look down at him and he's still looking at me he looked away pretending he wasn't but I knew "Monty" he looked back up at me and I took my shot I just couldn't help it I moved my face closed to his and he wasn't moving and all of a sudden I push my lips against his and he kissed me back pushed him down against the bed
(this is not smut btw) he kept kissing me and rubbing my back i sat up and he sat up next to me I looked at him and we were both just looking into each other's eyes .
Montys pov:
Sebb sat up and I did the same , I'm confused since sebb keeps telling me he's not gay but he's kissed me 2 times I just looked at him while he looked back
"Sebb I" he looked at me scared "I'm sorry Monty I just I'm confused"
Should I tell I'm or should I make him talk "why did you kiss me sebb I'm not complaining but why" he opening his mouth to talk and just swallowed "come on sebb you know I would never judge you" I rubbed his tears away with my thumb "I've been feeling really wierd Since that TikTok and you kissed me I know I kissed you back and I didn't want to admit it then I just wanted to prove I was straight since I told loz about everything and I just don't know because I think I have feelings for you but I've never felt like this with a boy before" wow i didn't expect sebb to say that i was shocked and just froze still .
