Dreaming of Dhez (Eclipse)

The little girl who loves flowers

Vl.

Kon'nichiwa Im  Hana Dhez . Im a proud boice. I've been a member of the fanclub since it started. You can say that Im one of the founders for BoiceJapan.

I remember seeing these guys perform one day in 2009. They all had long hair.  They were singing in korean language.  I was with my mom that time, we're in the cafe and  they are playing out in the street.

Im a Filipino, but I spent my growing up years in Japan.

I was raised by my mom whose a businesswoman. She frequently go to Japan for business and be there for a few months at a time. She always have me beside her.

My dad has his own business in the Philippines and is taking care of his farm. I would talk to him on the phone everynight.

I studied in different schools because of this but I dont mind. I thought  this is normal since I've been doing it since Im small.

I really love summertime in Japan because I was able to play among the cherry blossoms.

There is one summer that I will always remember though.

One day when I was ten , I was busy playing on the bench when I saw a boy riding a bike.

He stopped and slept under the tree.

I look at him but he didnt move for a long time.

Suddenly the wind blow and the blossoms fell. I felt so happy at that time that I just twirled as they fell. I was laughing and I dance with the falling flowers.

I was going home when I saw him covered with the flowers.

His face is so cute. He just sleep there without any care in the world. Some of the blossoms that fell on him partly covered him.I thought it would be good waking up with the flowers so I gathered a lot of the fallen blossoms and covered him.

I was almost done scooping the last blossoms in my bucket, but when I turned I found out hes awake.

I thought he will be angry but he just look at me. I was holding my breath afraid of being scolded but instead he smiled.

I let out my breath. His dimples showed on either cheeks.

I decided to take the flower off him. I went to him and remove the flowers. Then, I decide to go home.

I was surprised that he followed me.

Everyday after that, we will meet under the Sakura trees. I will play with the flowers and he will just watch me.

Then when I get tired from playing, I will go home. He will always walk behind me and watch me till I get inside.

We never talk but being with him makes playing enjoyable . I just look at him as I play. I always see him looking at me as I sing.

That day that I didn't go to the park to play my mom said we need to go to dad. I felt sad but Im also worried because dad didnt call me the night before.

When we stepped out of the house, I was surprised to find the cherry blossoms near the door.

That summer a lot of things happened all at once. It was both happy and sad.

We went back to the Philippines and my heart broke at the news of my dad passing away. 

I was depressed and didnt go out of the house. The only thing keeping me sane is

the memories I have of the flowers and that summer.

We returned to Japan in 2009, and there I met CNBLUE.

..end of Dhez POV