"Alright. You can be mad." Lucas stands up too. "But, what your not gonna do to tell me how I need to talk to my girlfriend. You sure don't have room to talk Jahseh."
And with that last sentence, Jah punched Lucas in the face.
"Oh shit." Ski stands...
LISTEN TO THE ONLY TIME I FEEL ALIVE (ONE OF MY PERSONAL FAVORITES ON THIS ALBUM)
"Mae!" Seh calls as i walk out of the annex building.
"Hey Seh." i smile and get into his car.
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Jahseh leans over and kisses my cheek. I wipe my cheek and laugh.
"Fuck no." He growls playfully. "Don't ever wipe my kisses off again."
"Seh, don't be a baby. Remember yesterday, you didn't wanna be treated like one?"
"Not in front of people." he pouts.
"mhm." i say and grab my phone outta my pocket.
"Don't be madddd." he pouts.
"I'm not." i smile.
Mosey 🪐 Maeeeeeeeeee
Me Mosseeeyyyyy
Mosey 🪐 hiiiii
Me HIIIIIIII
"Why you not giving me your attention ?" jahseh frowns.
"You're driving!" I exclaim.
"So? Talk to meeee."
"About?"
"Jamell was telling me about what you told him about your sketchbook."
"So?"
"Would it really make someone kill them self?"
"If they understood what i've been through, my pain, the nightmares, then no."
"How can someone understand when you don't tell them?" he asks.
"If i don't tell them, i have a good reason not to."
"Why haven't you told me?"
"Cuz i'm scared." i answer truthfully.
"Of what?"
"I'm scared that you'll get scared of me."
"Ha, of you?" he smirks. I frown and look back down at my phone. "Mae...."
"Maeeeeeeeee."
"Hmph."
He pulls over on the side of the road.
"Mae." he says and i look over at him. "I'm sorry. Whenever you want to tell me, i'll be ready to listen." I give him a small smile and he leans in and softly kisses my lips.
holy shit.
i kiss him back and he pulls away.
"Cute ass." he smirks and we drive the rest of the way home in silence.
"Mae-Mae!" Xylia runs towards me.
"Xylia!" i exclaim, stepping out of the car. She gives me a hug.
"Today, this girl called me a cuss word." She says.
"What'd she call you?" i ask
"She said, 'Damn.' You know what I said back?"
"What'd you say?" i ask.
"I said, Fuck you." she says and starts laughing.
"Mae." Seh says as i chuckle at Xylia. "Mae." he repeats and i look at him. "I gotta go. I'll text you." he kisses me on the cheek. "Bye beautiful."
"Bye Seh." i blush.
"JAHSEH HAS A CRUSH ON MAE!!!!! DADDDDYYYYYY!" Xylia yells and runs into the house.
"Hehe." Jahseh laughs as he gets in his car and leaves.
I walk into the house and walk into the kitchen. I grab the pill bottles and take my medicine.
"Listen to this." jahmont slips headphones over my ears.
(why the only time i feel alive, is when i wanna die)
"Is this Jahseh?!" i say loudly and jahmont nods, laughing. I take off the headphones and hand them back to him.
"Shhh HAHAHAHAA." Jahmont laughs. "Jamell finna be here any minute."
"Oh yeah, the project." i chuckle
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12 more chapters.......
i was thinking about making a prequel but idkk
also if you watched the revenge tour, can you send me the link 🥺
