"Alright. You can be mad." Lucas stands up too. "But, what your not gonna do to tell me how I need to talk to my girlfriend. You sure don't have room to talk Jahseh."
And with that last sentence, Jah punched Lucas in the face.
"Oh shit." Ski stands...
"Can we stop watching this?" he asks, covering his eyes.
"Awww, is baby Lathan scared of a movie?" i pinch his cheek.
"Yes! She's sawing people in half!"
"So?"
"So?! I'm scared!" he says, getting closer to me. He lays his head on my lap and i play with his hair.
"You'll be fine." i smile. He makes a noise and slowly turn his head towards the tv.
"How many more minutes?"
"Thirty."
"Nooooo." he whines.
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(imagine her with green eyes. 🤍 3,986 likes crazymaee i had dream about you last night. i drew my version of you. pure. the bad i see in you disappeared.
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lilmosey🦋
Me u wanted to talk?
Jahseh 🙄 yeah
Me about?
Jahseh 🙄 i miss you
Me i've been in the same place the whole time. u r the one who left
Jahseh 🙄 ik and i'm sorry
Me ok cool
Jahseh🙄 you forgive me?
Me just do you know, i'm not with that on and off shit, you either are in my life or you aren't. i don't beg people to be in my life, it's the other way around.
Jahseh 🙄 what do you think i'm doing here? i want you to be in my life. i need you in my life.
Me i'm busy, ill ttyl read 7:38 pm
"What was that about? You seem angry." Mosey asks worriedly, sitting up.
"I'm not." i force a smile.
"Mae, you know you can tell me anything, right? i'll always be here for you."
"That's what they all say, Mosey. Then when they know the truth about me, they run. They're scared. It's better if I act okay, if I act happy."
"That's not healthy."
"I know. If you want me to be truly honest with you, I guess i'll start from the beginning."
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so uh, i split dyed my hair :)
blonde and black baby
full cycle let's go
10 chapters left. tbh, i could've just ended the book in this chapter but—
y'all are really about to hate me for this ending tho. honestly
