Mixed Emotions

Chapter 6-lost

Kam's p.o.v
I'm so lost. I don't even know what to do with myself. I cannot believe Blake said that. I also don't think he meant it. I think he's just infatuated with me. Honestly I'm infatuated with him. I just don't need him to know that yet.

D-bro you told her you love her?
B-I know I know
D-well do you?
B-I don't know. I think
D-well make up your mind. You have known her for 4 days. She's gunna want an explanation.
B-I know! She's just amazing. I've never felt this way about anyone. I never even felt this way about Brynn once.
D-damn well Sam is calling ill hit you later
B-alright.

Blake's p.o.v
I have no idea what I'm going to do. I feel like she hates me now. We haven't talked since I said that and I'm scared to talk to her.

Sam's p.o.v
D-hey what's up
S-nothing just dealing with Kam
D-yea I heard. I don't know man. He's a mess
S-yea don't say anything but she does really like him. But he came on with the whole love thing kinda fast.
D-yea he agrees he said it just kinda came out.
S-yea well how are you
D-great how are you babe
S-good also. I miss you, come over
D-I miss you too but I have practice tomorrow so I need sleep.
S-ugh fine
D-I'll come over after. You coming to the game Monday?
S-if you want me too
D-duh every gam. You're my good luck charm
S-I've only been to 1 game silly.
D-that's good enough proof for me.
S-you're cute but Kam is still freaking out so I'll see you tomorrow.
D-alright I'll text you
S-byee

Man DJ is cute. "Girl what are you screaming for now?"I said walking to the kitchen. "Blake apologized" she said hoping on the counter. "Well read it girl!" I said sitting next to her.

"Hey Kamila I just wanted to apologize for what I told you. Not that being loved is bad..but not that I don't love you. But not that I do..but, please don't take that wrong. Don't think I'm a jerk or a pussy for doing this over text. I will tell you in person as well. I just wanted to let you know as soon as possible why I said it. Basically you're an amazing girl. Even though I have known you for like a week or so I can tell. I'm glad to call you mine and I really want us to last. When I said I love you something came over me. I don't know it was like I had to say it because that's how I felt. I just loved how you reacted so I said it. I do really really like you though and I would like to put that misunderstanding behind us. I like you kam. A lot.- Blake❤️

S-he's a keeper
K-OMG Sam! He's perfect
S-don't ever let that go. Like damn. He's a good as fish in a fucked up sea.
K-lmao shut up. He is amazing though.
S-yea he is.
K-well what do I say back?
S-how should I know!? Call him
K-and say what!? Should I even text back?
S-I have no idea. Ask Siri.
K-girl shut up. I'll just call him. Get out
S-what is this? 10th grade? You better put him on speaker bitch.
K-fine *calls Blake*

"Hello?" He said coughing.
"Hey are you okay?" I said concerned.
"Yea I think I'm getting sick though. What's up with you?" He said congested.
"Yea You definitely sound sick. I'm sorry. Do you want to get some rest?"
"No I'm fine babe. How are you?" He said in a cute way.
"I actually wanted to talk to you about the text you sent me" I said awkwardly.
"Oh alright. Did you like it? It took me like an hour to write." I could tell he was smiling.
"Haha I loved it Blake. And I didn't take what you said wrong. It was cute and just perfect. But I'm making you go to sleep now." I said smiling.
"Aww alright" how about after practice tomorrow I come over."
"Deal just text me when" I said raising my voice.
"Alright goodnight I'll see you tomorrow.
"Night. Feel better" I said hanging up.

-next day-
Blake's p.o.v
Since I'm sick coach let me take it easy at practice. Luckily. Honestly I just can't wait to see Kam. After practice I check my phone and see that I have a message from Brynn. "Can you take Ford until the game tomorrow?" Fuck! I'm supposed to hang with Kam. Maybe I could bring him? Yea hell no. Shit. "DJ can you watch Ford right now?" I said worried. "Bro we are going to Sam's" he said concerned. "Shit you are too? Well I can't bring him with me can I?" "Ask her" he said not caring. "I guess I have too" here goes nothing.