Mixed Emotions

Ch.19-we need to talk

Kam's p.o.v
I called Blake and told him we need to talk. He has practice today so he's gunna come over after. I'm so nervous honestly it's ridiculous.

I haven't even told Sam about this yet. I kinda just want to tell all 3 of them at once but in way to scared for that. Plus I'm worried Sam and Blake's reactions will conflict. I know Sam is going to be happy about this but Blake, I know for a fact, is going to loose it. I feel so bad.

Blake's p.o.v
Okay so I'm a bit freaked out right now. When a girl calls you and says we need to talk it can't be good. I really hope this isn't what I think it is. I haven't done anything wrong and I thought this was going so well.

I told DJ and even he doesn't know what she could say. I was completely distracted during practice so coach told me to just go run laps. That sucked but once practice was over I told him what was wrong and I got the lecture on how girls and basketball are separate. Not like I haven't heard that before... Anyways I'm on my way to Kam's house now.

I kinda really hope Sam isn't there. She will make things super awkward. Especially if we are breaking up. But I keep trying to push that thought out of my head.

--------at Kam's apartment--------
I've been standing in front of her door for like 2 minutes now. I'm really freaking out and sweating like crazy. What could she possibly want to talk about.

After I knocked on the door she opened right away. She looked really cute. Her hair was in a bun and she had on sweats and a crop top. Very tumblr. Anyways

After I walked in she closed the door behind me and lead me to the living room. She sat down on the coach so I did the same. Then there was a long awkward pause. She was just kinda looking at me.

"Soo.." I said trying to break the silence. "You wanted to talk to me?" I said looking at the time on my phone then putting it down.
"Yea, umm I have something I want to tell you" she said looking at her hands. What the hell? Did she cheat or something? "What is it" I said noticing I already had an attitude.

"First I just wanted to let you know I didn't mean for this to happen. I swear to you that. And honestly I don't know how it happened either." She said kinda slowly. "Alright just tell me already" I said getting super annoyed.

"Blake I'm pregnant"
"Yea yea I never thought....wait what?" "I'm pregnant Blake" she said quietly. "oh. Did you cheat on me?" I said almost hopping she would say yes. "No, but you and I have had sex twice and used a condom both times so I don't know how." She said starting to cry. "Fuck..well look don't cry, honestly I don't know how to feel about this but, I mean it's clearly mine so I'm not gunna like leave you or anything.

"Are you sure about that?" She said seriously. " yea, don't worry. Just give me some time to think about all this." I said standing up. "Alright I understand. Thanks for not hating me" she said with a cute little smile on her face. "Never baby. Don't worry I got you" I said hugging her and then walking to the door.

"Bye babe" I said turning around and kissing her forehead. Bye I'll call you" she said smiling slightly. "Alright c ya. I said turning on my heals and walking off her porch. Soon hearing her door close behind me.

Kam's p.o.v
Now I have to tell Sam. Honestly that went way better than expected. He doesn't hate me but he does seem a little distant than usually. That's understandable though. He's about to have another child when he never even asked for any. I feel so bad.

"Sam when are you coming home?" I said through the phone hoping it was soon. "I'm in my room Kam" she said kinda with an attitude. "oh, what the fuck come down here" I said hanging up half way though the sentence.

"Yes?" She said startling me and she came down the stairs. " I wanna tell you something." I said sitting on the coach. "Yea I'm sure you do. You know, I would have never though I would find out second.." She said sitting down with her arms crossed. "Are you serious right now? He's the father! Obviously I had to tell him as soon as possible! You can't actually be mad at me for telling you second!" I said getting very worked up because I don't understand how she's upset for this.

" I'm kidding Kamila relax" she said with a smile on her face. "Oh I  hate you" "love you too, so do you want a boy or a girl? I want a boy. " she said sitting up. "oh sorry I wasn't aware you were pregnant. I want a boy too tho. I wonder what blake wants?" I said kinda getting upset again. I just feel like I'm ruining his life with this kid....