monday - 4:37 p.m.
i thought we were finally getting somewhere, aide.
i thought i was finally done hurting you.
but i was so. fucking. wrong.
first i ruined your birthday because i was so jealous of the fact that nick had you and that nick go to hold you and that nick deserved to love you. and he deserves your love too.
then i don't even have the guts to tell you that i'm sorry.
not just for your crap birthday gift, but for everything.
i just can't risk you rejecting me.
and i can't risk hurting you again.
but i still do.
why do i keep hurting you,
if i love you?
- eli
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returns ➴ letters spin off
Short Story"i thought maybe it was my turn to write you letters." ➴ this is a spin off based on my other story "letters" so if you haven't already, go read that first. x ➴ lower case intended © troubhle 2014
