returns ➴ letters spin off

for the seventh

saturday - 1:13 a.m.

i used to throw rocks at your window.

i used to love seeing you in your flannel pjs too. you had so many pairs. haha.

i knew nick liked you. i knew in an instant when i saw him go up to your locker and invite you to the party. (i mean, who wouldn't like you, though.) ((well, i don't like you. i love you.))

i can't believe he kissed you. and you kissed him back.

the worst part of it all is that you forgot that miles lives in front of you. he saw you guys and told me everything.

actually, no. the worst part is that you deserve him, and he deserves you. he's such a nice guy and he'd never even think about hurting you like i did.

it hurts aide, it does. probably not as much as i hurt you, though.

i'm sorry i made you cry.

for what it's worth, you made me cry too. (a lot.)

i still love you, though.

- eli

p.s.

i never told you how cute you looked because if i did once then i'd have to say it each time you did.

p.p.s.

and if i told you that you looked cute each time you did then i'd probably be out of breath all the time.

p.p.p.s.

if you still don't get it, you're so damn cute.

p.p.p.p.s.

all the time.

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author's note:

hi sorry i haven't updated in awhile! i'm in the process of starting another book and i'm really into it ooooopsss

xoxo,

daisy