returns ➴ letters spin off

for the fourteenth

friday - 9:45 p.m.

it's hard to remember my first time meeting aunt danielle, i don't know why but i can never remember all the details. part of me thinks it's because i feel like i've known her all my life. i also can't remember the first time you and i kissed or any of our firsts.

maybe it's because we didn't have any... or maybe because we had too much.

nick seems to remember everything you guys do. he always talks about you. well, he did.

he used to talk about how you loved this movie and how he was going to go take you to see the sequel of it. he used to talk about how he was going to pick you up from class and surprise you with food. he talked about you so much. sort of why i didn't like him very much.

i also really don't like him because he's so perfect for you. he actually deserves you... unlike me.

actually you know what? i'm just going to tell you the truth.

i remember every single thing.

i remember all of it.

i remember how we first met through video chat. i remember how you were in most of my classes the next year. i remember when we used to talk every single day of summer. i remember when you, taylor and i kept talking during the school play. i remember hugging you after that. i remember complimenting you when you wore that pretty dress for our yearbook shots. i remember the way i'd always fuck up and the way you'd always forgive me. i remember the time i first came to your house. i remember how i was too scared to meet your mom. i remember the cookies you used to bake just for me. i remember seeing you covered in flour when you made them. i remember that christmas eve we spent video chatting. i remember the chat when you met my little sister. i remember how she told me she liked you afterwards.

i remember everything about you, about us.

i also remember your first heartbreak-

it was me.

i'm so sorry.

i love you. please don't forget.

- eli

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author's note:

ew i'm so sorry

it's so shit rn

idk

xoxo,

daisy