One night stand-Zayn Malik

Chapter 33- Miserable.

" Tara? Tara just wanted to let you know that we are in Florence if you want to take a look around"

I opened my eyes and saw Harry sitting next to me. Where was Niall?

" Do I have to?" I asked. I had gotten a massive head ache after the crying and I was so confused about what happened earlier but still I knew it wasn't a big deal. What happened just happened and we would probably never talk about it again. Ever.

" No, I talked to Paul and he said that we were just going to meet some fans, grab food and go straight to Switzerland" His voice was calm and soft and I couldn't help it but close my eyes just so I could enjoy it better.

" I think that I'm just going to stay in here, I don't feel very well" I admitted and I found his hand touch mine for few seconds.

" That's alright, hope you get better love" He said and closed the booth behind him and I fell asleep again.

Have you ever just wanted to sleep the days away? Sleep for ever and never wake up? Or have you ever felt so tired and exhausted that you needed the sleep so badly? Well I slept the whole way to Switzerland. It was about six hour ride but the boys stopped in Florence for 3 hours and Harry woke me up for 10 minuets to let me drink chicken soup and to go to the toilet. I was invited to play video games but soon as I saw Perrie playing with Zayn's hair in the couch I felt numb and like I wanted to sleep more. So I did.

" Hey Tara, sorry to wake you up but Paul wants to have a word with us all" I opened my eyes and saw Louis smiling to me.

" Thanks" I said and sat up. I fixed my hair a little and changed into another sweater that was in my bag. I felt horrible when I sat down next to Liam. Niall avoided looking at me and I felt Zayn's eyes burning into my skin.

I looked at him but stopped when I saw that Perrie looked at me at the same minuet.

" Alright people we are in Switzerland. It is eight o'clock so you are free to go and have dinner at the hotel we are staying. After that you can wonder around but just be careful and take bodyguards if you are going among people, you know the rules lads. You have the day off until six where you do an interview, I'll tell you more about that tomorrow. So if you are going out tomorrow please be at the hotel around four alright?" Paul clapped his hands together and left the bus.

" Sometimes I feel like an five year old" Louis shook his head and grabbed his headphones before walking out of the bus.

I walked to my booth to grab my stuff and hurried out after Liam.

" Put your hoodie on" I heard Liam say as I looked up. The flash got me by surprise and as I looked around I saw hundreds of girl screaming behind gray gates. I didn't notice that I stopped walking until I found someone put my hoodie on my head to cover my face and pushing me along with him.

" Seriously Tara come on" I heard Niall's voice as we walked inside.

I took my hoodie of soon as we were inside. Niall looked at me and shook his head. What was up with him?

" Was that necessary?" I asked him as I walked to him and Liam who were waiting for Paul to hand them the keys to their hotel rooms.

" You stood there like and idiot" He said.

" She's not used to this Niall, give her a break" Liam said and looked at me smiling when Niall rolled his eyes.

" Gotta love the crowed" Perrie said as she walked in with Zayn right behind her like a puppy.

" Can't believe you did that" I heard Louis whisper mad to Zayn who looked away.

" Did what?" Liam asked curious. Louis walked to Paul who was ready with the keys.

" You'll see it after two minuets on the internet" Louis answered and grabbed a key. We all looked at each other before picking up our phones.

All I had to do was to open twitter to see. I looked at Zayn who was looking at me. His eyes seemed sorry and he opened his mouth, but he knew that he couldn't say anything near Perrie.

" I think it is..." Liam stopped and looked better at the photo. Niall left out a laugh and stuck his phone into his pocket. Harry looked straight at me and when I took my eyes of Zayn and looked at Harry I saw that he felt so sorry for me.

" What? I think it is romantic" Perrie said and wrapped her arms around Zayn as she gave him a kiss on the cheek.

" Really? French kissing infront of the fans? Really classy" Louis said and rolled his eyes.

" Oh Louis you are just mad because Zayn and I are more shipped than you and Eleanor" She said and laughed a little, but the room was silence.

" Perrie..." Zayn whispered but Louis was gone. Liam went after him and Harry shook his head.

" Lets go" Harry whispered to me and waited for me to walk with him.

I really didn't know what was worse. The photo of Zayn kissing her or that I was giving up fighting for him. Maybe she had already won and I was feeling miserable for nothing.