Chapter 18-Let me love you

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Zayn's P.O.V

God I was tired. I hadn't been able to sleep very well after the night Tara basically said it was over..whatever we had. 

I kept convincing me that what we had was nothing. Was my mistake. I was stupid, needy and desperate for sex. All I needed was to be loved a little and I ended up sleeping with a girl that actually cared. I'm not saying that Perrie doesn't care...she just doesn't show it. I could be alone in this relationship but I don't blame her..she's in a band and they are getting more famous. I think.

My thoughts got interrupted when I saw Tara laughing as Danny grabbed her from behind and spun her around.

" Ugh" I let out and rolled my eyes but still I couldn't help but secretly look and be jealous. What did he have that I didn't? 

I found myself sad again. Just because of one girl.

" Erm, Zayn you're up" I found a hand tap on my shoulder and saw Harry give me embarrassing smile.

" What?" I said confused but then realized that I was practising on stage for the show. Infront of loads of people. Everyone started giggling and whispering and Tara stopped laughing and looked at me.

Danny gave her a kiss on the cheek as he wrapped his hands around her. They were both looking at me now.

" Zayn here is a little bit tired..lets take it from the second vers?" Louis said and smiled to the band as he walked to me.

" You gotta wake up mate, it's been 3 weeks since you two ended it..plus Perrie is coming after a month and you have to get over her by then" Louis gave me a quick hug and whispered this in my ear.

" Yeah yeah" I said, little annoyed that this couldn't go my way. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and pretended that I was having the best time of my life. I didn't look at Tara.

It wasn't until we were told to get some rest that I made my way to the bathroom. Of course she had to be the only person walking around.

" Oh hey..didn't see you there" She said when she spotted me.

" Hi" I said and walked passed her. 

" Hey Zayn..." I heard her say. I stopped and took a deep breath before I turned around smiling.

" Yes?" I said with my fake smile.

She looked at me but shook her head. " No it's nothing" She finally said. I couldn't careless so I just turned around and kept on walking.

" I heard Perrie is coming"

I stopped again and turned around to see her standing there, playing with her fingers.

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