One night stand-Zayn Malik

Chapter 32-Heartbreaking kisses.

After ten minuets of trying not to storm into Tara's booth and rip Niall apart from her I decided to go into mine to sleep. I was getting a big head-and stomach ache of waiting for him to get the hell away from her but since the door was closed I couldn't hear or see anything and that made me go crazy.

I stood up and walked straight into my booth. As I slided the door I saw Perrie fast asleep, resting her hand on her stomach. Her hair layed spread on the pillow and she was beautiful indeed. But still...

She wasn't Tara.

Tara's P.O.V

" Hey Niall..." I opened my eyes and Niall looked at me curious.

" Have you ever...felt like this" The last words were hard to say but I managed to say them without filling my eyes with worthless tears. By the look on Niall's face I could see that he felt sorry for me. He stroke my arm gently for a second, like he wanted me to know that he was there for me. The funny thing was that I didn't know him as much as...for example Zayn, or maybe Louis..Did I know them at all ?

" Yeah, I've been there" He said as he removed his hand away. I was surprised, a good looking boy like him, so funny and talented and full of life, has had his heart broken.

Niall looked away as I opened my mouth. " What happened?"

Niall left out a sigh and he looked like he was thinking about her. He seemed far away for a minuet but I didn't want to rush him.

" She just...I don't know. Guess I wasn't enough for her or something" He said and looked at me and forced a little smile before looking away again.

" I hate cheaters" I said serious but then remembered what I was. Niall looked at me and we made an awkward eye contact before bursting into heavy laughter.

" I don't know why we are laughing ! " Niall barely managed to say between laughing loudly.

" This is so, so bad Karma" I said and we looked at each other and stopped for a moment before falling into the same laughing gear again.

I sat up to try if I could catch my breath but it didn't work. His laugh made me laugh more and I let myself fall again next to him. We layed there for a while, clapping our stomach, trying to catch a breath. When things started to calm down we kept looking up and we had smile on our faces but when I turned my head to Niall I could see that his smile was gone and tears were in his eyes.

My smile disappeared and he looked at me. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it quickly like I felt his pain. We were laying there in a tiny bed in a tour bus with our hearts broken.

I tried to smile but I couldn't. Niall tried too but he didn't succeed. I looked down on our hands, our fingers locked around each other and the heat I felt from his body was able to make my shiver disappear. I looked again into his eyes, seeing them looking sadly into mine. His eyes moved from mine to our hands and then in my eyes again.

He placed his left hand gently on my cheek as he dried away the unexpected tear away on my cheek with his thumb. I closed my eyes but just for a second. I was going to open them again but somehow I couldn't. Niall's lips were pressed again mine and somehow it felt like it was alright to let them stay.

First it was a long still kiss and I waited for him to pull back but he only took a short break to stop the kiss and begin it again, like he was giving me chance to stop him but I didn't. Our lips touched again and we slowly begun to open them wider and giving the kiss a rhythm.

Instead of hugging and trying to comfort each other with useless words, we layed next to each other and shared heartbreaking kisses and tears that kept leaking down our cheeks until we wrapped our arms around each other and fell asleep.