Your Not Alone

11. Slow progress

As i begin to get over the worst part of my life things for me started to get back to normal again i wasn't as sad anymore and i was doing much better. I was in my last year of high school which i had the most focus on.

I've gotten better with being able to focus and get better at my work and being able to talk to people again i was getting even more closer to my mother.

I was able to work at my job better but my job was still very stressful, which wasn't so good. I got up everyday with the most positive mind, i noticed myself becoming very humble with everything.

I wanted my heart and mind changed and i wanted to be pure. I was slowly becoming over my depression at times it was still hard a little to really get over it but it took for me to wanna fight and let it go myself so i managed to figure out a different way to cope with my feelings of getting over my depression.

I managed to get on my knees every night and pray before i go to bed i would always ask God to heal me completely from everything that allowed me to go into that dark place.

Having my mother even more bettered me and being able to talk to her more now that she was more open helped me cope with how to handle with my feeling of being alone.

Day by day i became more open with myself and to let others know how i feel instead of just holding things in. Being able to hang with friends and doing things that i enjoyed helped me cope with this also. I didn't want to think about depression and wanting to kill myself so i wanted to change and become better.