Being in this room for this amount of time and things weren't going so good at the moment sometimes my thoughts got the best of me and i was beginning to feel myself go into a depression again because of the things going on in my life.
As i begin to feel myself go through this phase i started telling myself I cant allow myself to be down like i was before, thoughts was wondering over my mind constantly i would begin to feel myself feel down just like I have before.
I had to figure out other things that allowed me to not think about the situation we were in. All i would think about is when will this all be over and when can our life just be normal again.
It made me begin to question God at times and just want to give up on him and not keep going. How I'll rather be stuck in the situation not wanting to see what the outcome would be. But that's when i told myself no God would never leave me nor forsake me he's always by my side even when it doesn't seem like he's there.
I knew then it was time i begin to express my feelings a little more than i did and talk to my mother whenever i felt this way because she was so positive and uplifting whenever I wanna talk about something and when I did I felt so much relief.
Me and my Mothers relationship is so strong now and no matter how hard it was to not think myself into a depression i still managed to allow it to not take over me like it has before with her and my brother it made things better.
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Your Not Alone
Non-FictionLife isn't always easy .. But i have learned to not give up..
