Your Not Alone

18. Disaster

I was extremely excited to let go of my first job. Everything about it became stressful and it was time to call it quits. I had my first day at my new job.

I had to make sure that i had a job sooner before it was time to pay for the room I've now been at this job for a few weeks and it was time for pay day.

This one day i was so ready to rush and get a new job to the point where they didn't have any information for me to be able to get paid and we had to pay our room soon.

This was a weekly job so that wasn't the issue, it was me not going to have the money on time to pay. So when i noticed an error in my stuff i instantly got upset and was really worried that we weren't going to be able to pay the room.

My mother and i had a small argument because i was frustrated and after that i was crying and just wanted to give up because i didn't have the money to help but she was explaining to me to keep the faith and don't stress over it. So we had no choice but to ask them for more time.

Luckily i got paid later in the week and was able to pay any late fees or anything and they allowed us to pay whenever we got a chance. i was just overthinking everything when this happened.

I was just worried about not being able to stay here and it was already cold outside. And i didn't want us to become homeless or anything the job itself was already far enough, and i had to pay for ubers and lyfts and that was 20 dollars everyday i didn't notice that until i had to get rides everyday.