Suffocating Silence | Kiribaku

I Need To Feel / Bakugou

A/N
Seatbelts on?
It's about to be a wild ride.

I interlace our fingers as we walk down the sidewalk. With what happened on the steps, I can't help but imagine that he's assuming things.

It's just like before.. the time I almost kissed him. My cheeks erupt in flames at the thought. I want to kiss him.

I focus on the grip I have on his hand. The feeling of him being close to me.

The setting sun casts a warm glow onto the side of my lover's face. He looks even more handsome then usual.

My heart beats harshly against my chest. I lean my head over on his shoulder and we keep walking.

He lifts our interlocked hands in front of us, and squeezes gently before letting them fall back down.

We stay out for a bit longer before heading back to his room.

I get onto his bed, and then proceed to sit with my legs crossed. My gaze drifts to the covers, I let my heavy head fall with it.

I don't bother looking up because I know he's just going to ask if I'm alright, so without raising my head, I begin to sign.

I need, I need to feel something.

I realize that that statement is pretty ominous, and is probably really confusing, so I continue.

I need to feel alive again.

Kirishima rubs my arm and lifts my chin so our eyes meet. He smiles at me, leaning in slightly. He mouths something I can't quite make out.

"Wh-a-t?" I try to speak because I can't get my hands in front of me. That's when I realize, our faces are mere inches apart.

Kirishima bites his lip for a moment before mouthing it more prominently. 'Trust me.'

I nod, and my shoulders relax a little.

He moves his hand up to my cheek, and slightly tilts his head.

Then everything clicks and I realize what's happening.

I immediately move one of my hands, and I place it on his face.

He breathes out shakily while pressing our foreheads together. I feel him squeeze my shoulder, and I figure that's his way of asking.

I nod, and he smiles softly.

The space between us slowly closes until it is nothing.

Our lips move in a sweet rhythm, and it's obvious we've both been wanting this for a while.

Kirishima's hand that was on my arm has moved to my thigh. He uses it as leverage to take control of the kiss.

I melt under his touch, the feeling is pure bliss.

After a while we have to pull away for air, and he smiles at me.

Electricity feels as if it's coursing through my veins.

It's all so dreamy until he sits back against the wall, and lifts his hands. What is so important that he has to tell me now, kiss me again.

he atmosphere around us has changed. Bad news, he has bad news.

I have to go back to school tomorrow.

All my happiness shatters, and I feel like vomiting.

I can take going deaf, feeling worthless, I can take all of this, but only if I have him. I don't care if that sounds weak.

"I ne-ed y-ou, Ei." My chest vibrates softly, and I'm not even sure if he could hear me. Until his expression drops, and his eyes turn slightly glassy.

He signs again. I love you.

My pulse quickens as I reply. I love you?

I have to go back, but I will always be here for you.

Ei.. A tear slips down my face.

Please, I love you, Kat.. It's hard for me too.

Just promise you'll always come back.

Promise, always.

Maybe I can get used to being alone more often, but if you don't come back..

What am I supposed to do without you in this suffocating silence.

A/N
Hello lovely readers, thank you so much for sticking around. This book is going to be around 20 chapters long, just so you're aware, this isn't the end. I hope I'm doing this head cannon justice. Also, I wish everyone a wonderful evening/morning.