Mean B*tches

Chapter 13: Tryouts

When I woke up I looked at my calendar and saw that next week on Monday, I would be in New York.

I was happy for that.

I couldn't wait to cuddle with my boo bear.

But I was also happy that nobody from the F.A.B. could beat me or drug me. I had to pop 10 pills last night when Derek left and I felt exhausted and disgusting. I had headache and threw up.

But I'm nervous. I'm worried that Derek will find out. He isn't stupid and he knows when something is up.

He'll know if I'm hurt.

He'll know if I'm in pain.

He knows me too well already.

He will do anything to make me happy.

He will find an end to my misery.

He loves me.

And love will do anything.
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That day Derek took me to school and we talked about how my family was pretty hilarious and how much he enjoyed being with them.

It seemed like Derek was given the official approval from my family, except from Frano. I told Derek how he's just serious and just watches out for me.

Frano was always like that. Trying to protect me even though I should protect him. He's just too serious and thinks he's older.

But he just wouldn't let go like Nikola would. Nikola would start dating, which I think is stupid, I mean, what the fuck, your only 10. It's just wrong.

I said thank you and bye to Derek when I went to my 1st period class. But I had to go to the bathroom and meet up with Tori so that she can beat me and shit.

I walked into the bathroom by myself and saw not only Tori, but Dristine and Vatherine there.

"Why are the three of you here?" I asked and looked at Dristine's Chinese eyes and black bangs down to her nose.

I don't know how she could see anything.

"Because Natalie sent us. So without further or do; Vatherine, get the knife were going to cut her." Said Tori.

Tori looked as if she was in-charge but her boss was Natalie.

Vatherine got the knife and started cutting me on my left foot. While Vatherine was doing that Tori was talking to me.

"Give me your bag with the pills. Now." She said.

"Ok." I said and gave her my bag.

She looked happy to see I was popping them. But she then added more into the bag.

"Don't stop until we say so." She said looked deeply into my eyes.

"Alright." I said.

But then I felt blood rushing out of me.

"OUCHHH!!!!!" I said.

I started crying, this was worse then last time. Cutting really, really, really hurts.

"Shut the fuck up bitch, you'll make it worse." said Vatherine.

"Shit someone's coming!" Said Dristine.

I guessed she was keeping guard.

"Just lock it!" Tori said in a bitchy voice.

Dristine did as told. But now Tori was trying to choke me. And she pulled my pants and part of my underwear down to whack me with this whip they had. Shit, it really hurt.