i closed my eyes and my wishes
became reality.
i tried so hard to block you out that
you had to visit me in my dreams
torturing me while i was awake
just wasn't enough
i saw you
felt you
kissed you.
i should've known it was fantasy.
now that i'm awake
your absence
will remind me of what i do not have.
YOU ARE READING
all the things i cant say out loud.
Puisidon't tell them; they won't understand. all the things i can't say out loud.
