(Back to the future)
"Hazel wake up"
I felt my dad shaking me as my eyes opened. I had a tear fall from my eyes as i realized I had dreamed of the accident again. It happens often.
"Ethan's here"
I nodded as he got up walking down stairs and soon I heard footsteps coming back up and Ethan walked in.
You could tell he was upset about our talk earlier.
"Hazel I'm sorry, I'm just trying to figure everything out myself and trying to make things go back to the way they were before, but it will never be the same without him" he looked down fiddling his fingers as a tear fell from his eyes.
"I keep having these dreams over and over and in the dreams I'm telling myself to not get into that vehicle but its like i do it anyways and I can't stop it, if only we would have stayed"
My voice began to crack and I felt his arms wrap around me pulling me into him.
"We all make bad decisions, and we all made it that night hazel. We can't blame ourselves, we were the only ones who made it and no one will ever know how we feel about that night, that's why we have to stop fighting and get through this together, that's what he would have wanted"
Hes right. If we wouldnt have been sitting in there laps and slung out of the window we would have been killed to.
I just nodded. I was to numb to speak.
"I just miss him so much" I said as my voice cracked even more. He didnt say anything he just pulled me closer.
We havent really spoke much since the accident. But im glad hes here now. It helps having someone who understands the pain iv been feeling for months and will be feeling forever.
