"Hazel"
"Hazel, hello"
I snapped out of my thoughts as my eyes wondered across the rooms landing on hers.
She wore a tight dress with ugly shoes and her red lipstick. Her hair was tightly pulled back in a bun making her cheek bones show.
"Hazel, our talks will continue to go no where if all you do is spend our time staring out of the window"
Her voice made me want to throw up. No actually it made me want to bang her head against a brick wall. I still don't understand what I'm doing her. I'm not a physco path.
Theres people walking around here screaming and throwing there selves at walls and people strapped to there bed.
I cant sleep at night from all the screaming. I hated it here. I hate my father for puting me in this place. I hate Ethan for not believing me. But I hate Grayson even more for not saving me.
"That's it for today. Maybe tomorrow you will decide to participate"
I slightly jumped as she slammed her book and walked away making her heels click on the concrete floor.
"Come on let's get you back to your room"
I nodded as I stood up and the nurse took me to my room. I walked with my head down not daring to make eye contact with someone.
We finally made it to my room as the nurse closed the door slowly behind me.
I just walked over throwing myself on the bed. Theres not much to do here.
I soon her my door open back up meeting eyes with the same nurse.
"You have a visitor"
My head snatched towards to door as Ethan came walking in. He looked sad.
"Hey hazel" he said softly as he walked in holding a yellow envelope in his hand.
"Its been weeks" I mumbled as I looked back down not wanting to even look at him.
He walked over sitting down on my bed as he scanned the room.
"I know. I should have came sooner but I had to do something first"
I finally looked up at him as his hazel eyes met mine.
"Ethan, I'm not crazy. Hes alive. He told me. He made it out of the car that night. He faked his death because some bad guys were looking for him that's why he never came back. He wanted to but he couldn't" I said making him slowly shake his head.
He handed me the yellow envelope as he stood up heading towards the door to leave.
"I'm sorry it has to be this way hazel, byt I promise I'm still here for you, and I'll be here when you get better" he said before walking out and the door closed behind him.
I looked down tracing the black words that went across the front of the envelope debating if I should open it or not.
Curiosity got me as I found my self opening it.
My heart began to sank as photos from the accident sat right in front of me. The car was burned and completely ruined. There was blood and glass everywhere. Why would he show me this.
I kept flipping and my a pit hit my stomach as I felt like I could throw up. My head began to spin as my breathing picked up from the next picture that layed in my hands.
It was Grayson. He really was gone.
I really am crazy.