"Ahh she finally made it to school on time" Ethan teased as I walked into class taking a seat. Its been a few days since we had our talk and having him has made things a little better.
"Shutup" I shot back as I hit his shoulder.
I couldn't help but to think about the time I met Grayson. He was sitting in the same desk drawing and I had walked by accidently knocking his stuff into the floor. The day I layed eyes on him I knew I could love him forever.
I remembered how he also sat in that same desk when he asked me on our first date. He took me to our spot and we had a picnic. Its nice to think of the good times with him.
I haven't been to our spot since the accident. Iv always wanted to go but i just couldn't bring myself to it.
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School began to fly by as I made my way home. I couldn't stop feeling like I should go to our spot. Maybe apart of me felt like I could feel closer to him. But another part was afraid it would cause more pain of remembering some of the times we spent.
I shook the thought out of my mind as I made my way home and did the usual. Dinner.shower.bed. you know how it goes.
I layed there tossing and turning just not feeling completely right. I just kept thinking about our spot and if I went if I could some how still feel him.
Fuck it.
I got up throwing on some clothes as I quietly made my way down the stairs grabbing my dad's keys. Its like a part of me needed that peace of being there.
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I pulled up turning the car off as I sat there staring at it. Our spot. It was a shaded area right under a tree staring off unto the open water. The moonlight lit it up and I couldn't help but to smile at some of the times me and Grayson spent here.
My eyes narrowed as I saw something moving in the distance past the trees. It was dark so it was hard to see it. It kept moving closer and closer and my eyes went wide as I realized it was somebody. My heart sank as I began to turn the car on but it sanked even harder once my headlights lit up the darkness and the face stood there staring right back at me. It couldn't be.
"Grayson?"