[ Hidden Truth ] ATEEZ Hongjoong ✔

KHJ

<< I am afraid
I am shattered
I'm so afraid

that you will leave me again in the end
once again I put on a mask and go to see you >>

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<< ( Day 4 ) : Kim Hongjoong >>

It wasn't a normal day

She helped me. She stood up for me. She fight for me. She taught them for me. She gave a lesson to those bullies. She smiled to me eventhough it was just a small yet hideous smile. She treated my wounds. She told the principal about the bullying. She talked to me which I just answered her with a slight nod. But, her one question caught me off guard.

"Why don't you just speak and stood up by yourself?"

I was left speechless

This question reminded me of her. The first question she asked me. The first question I heard without knowing the exact answer. I'm sorry, Y/N. I'm sorry for running away from you. Leaving your question unbothered. I'm sorry for being a coward to talk about that. I'm sorry for not able to stayed still and tell you the truth.

I can't do it

After I left her

It becomes tough...

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i am destroying myself

so the other people can't

and it's the worst kind of control

but it's the only form I know

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