And I Owe It All To You

Groufie time

Entire night we spent dancing, drinking, smoking. And I was so sure that I just love this two boys now, I can't believe that in a day time we bonded so well.

They were sharing all their hook up stories of school - college and offices, with the maids, neighbour, aunties, and the list was getting lengthy so does our dirty talks.

I told them about Rohit.

Akash stared to me in disbelief. "What no way girl... Are you serious? We have got so many names on our hit and run list and... And here you are still stuck in this world with some jocker named Rohit."

I couldn't deny on what he said which was matter of fact, I was tied up with my past for quite long than necessary. "Actually this is my gateway rehab kind of break... So I was stuck in blockade for a long time but I think now I am finally on the freeway, ready for some solid and rocking hit. I am now wondering why Ria invited me here... As long as I know her, I was never on her good book."

They laughed.

"So... We heard something in the afternoon... Anisha was angry with Ria for inviting you, Ria said it was Kevin's idea to invite you and as this stat is arranged by Kev, she couldn't help it." Akash briefed me in.

I was shocked by knowing this, now the main question was running in my mind was why Kevin wanted me to join them, I never knew him personally before.

We were on our back sleeping next to each other not saying a single word staring at star's in the open clear sky. To my surprise the silence among us was as smooth as talking to them effortlessly.

I broke the silence holding their hands. "Thank you guy's... I can't believe I have made so many memories and had the best time of my life just in a single day."

"On your service ma'am..." They both said in a single voice.

We drifted into sleep after hours of talking and laughing till our stomach ache.

In the morning I woke up with the sunrays on my face. Raghav and Akash were still sleeping like babies.

I got up and looked around the surroundings, I was able to view the entire farmhouse. It was so surreal with the greenery spread to no end to be seen... There were total four bungalows in the middle of the field. Ours has four rooms on the first floor.  Left Corner one was Akash and Raghav's. Next one was supposed to be shared by me and Anisha, the middle one was for Marcus and Kevin and the right-hand corner room was taken by Ria and Anuj. On the ground floor, there was a dining area with open railing in front.

I was trying to evaluate about yesterday. How it filled with so many incidents in a single day and it was so different from my monotonous life. It will be sheer lie if I will deny the fact that I am attracted towards Kevin. Inspite of having clear idea he is in relationship why the hell I am  incapable to refrain myself from developing feelings towards him. It's like my body is on alert mode whenever he is around. I feel unnecessarily way too overwhelmed in his presence. I have to grasp that he is in a relationship since long and I need to back off before I starts sowing one sided attraction seeds in my imaginary la la land. But how can I forget the way he looks at me, even when he is with Anisha.

Aghhhhh... all this is so crazy confusing. I don't want to see Kevin.. Not now, at least not today. I just want to stay with my two boys.

Suddenly Akash and Raghav screamed in my ear. I freaked out and screamed even louder.

"Jeezzz Sam, you are such a scary cat." Raghav kept his arm on my shoulder.

"Guys this is not possible... Nope... just impossible..." Akash got up, he was looking quite serious.

I and Raghav got confused and gave him a questionable stare.

"Man, how can we forget this? We haven't taken a single selfie guy's, especially when we are having the bestest time..."

"Ohhh yeah..." I was agreed too.

Raghav got up waving his hand in air. "That's because we actually had blast and we didn't had a single dull moment thinking about taking selfie and, we are still together so let's do it now... It's never too late..."

Raghav was always so... philosophical...

He pulled out his two mobile of latest iPhone and Samsung series. He seems to be some techno geek.

"Groufieee time..." He settled his phone on selfie mode.

We took selfies with making weird faces from different angles. I wasn't good with selfie, however these two looked master in taking selfies... So I just followed their instructions, afterall I was a quick learner.

I was looking like some sort of goofy with my hair in funny shape. At that time I didn't care about it, I just wanted to live every bit of these moment. It was that feeling when I was a kid, not giving a fuck about how I look.