And I Owe It All To You

Broken Pieces...

After watching GOT We slept on couch only  Kevin was sleeping behind me and his hands entangled around me. In his arms I felt safe as if nothing wrong will happen when he is with me.

Suddenly I got a panic attack. I saw the dream where Markus was trying to touch me. I started kicking and screaming. "Don't... Don't you dare... Don't touch me... Please let me go... I beg you... Let me go... Please... No... No... It hurts... Kevin... Please help me..."

When I opened my eyes I was in Kevin's arms and Raghav and Akash were standing there too staring at me worriedly from the distance.

He hugged me tightly..

"Kevin, he touched me... It hurts... I feel so dirty." I started scrubbing my hands.

"Calm down love... See I am here... Also, look your boys are here... No one will touch you ever." He tried soothing me.

After some time I slept in his arms.

The next day's passed uneventfully but there was something strange. Kevin kept a distance from me. He doesn't kiss me now. He just hugs me, more likely to soothe me. I started sleeping on the couch alone. Kevin and boy's use to sleep on a mattress nearby me.

Next day Kevin left for Kolkata he was coming back the day after.

Entire day I was thinking whether he has stop loving me, does he look at me as a charity case now, or he is with me just because of some sort of sympathy.

In the night we three set in balcony.

"Sam..." Raghav said getting my attention. "Do you want to talk to us? I am watching you since morning you don't look ok."

I nodded. Maybe talking to them will make me feel lighter.

I told them everything that happened that night and also that Marcus told me that Anisha said girls like me are only meant for great fuck.

"Guys look at this... I showed them the marks around my body. He has bitten me... Everywhere... Whenever I see these marks... I... go into a flashback... As if everything is happening again and again. I still feel he will come one day to finish what he left with me... I feel so dirty thinking about how he touched me that day." I was sobbing.

"And Kevin... He is different now... He no more touches me and kind of restrain himself to be closed to me. I have started feeling that he is maybe with me cause of some sort of sympathy and all he see in me is broken pieces..."

I started crying. They both hugged me till I got into my control.

"Sam, I think you should be more outspoken to Kev now... Shits happen, but somehow we always get over it. Do you think Kev will let Marcus roam around freely now... He was on verge of knocking him off at the farmhouse, but he didn't as Anisha and Ria pleaded. But now with the help of his contacts he has already taken care of it by getting into some non-bailable charges... He is not gonna come out... And if he is smart enough he will voluntarily stay behind the bars, cause if he ever crosses his path with Kev... He is going to regret it forever." Akash looked at me and smile.

Raghav took my hand. "You are more worried about something which is not true... What we know now it's more than love between you two... Maybe not physically but Mentally he is equally hurt like you. You both needs each other more than ever. He was nearly going kill Marcus... But when he saw you were not responding... We saw him crying first time in our life... There is nothing much that can scare him, but we saw him getting scared when you were in ICU. You mean the world to him Sam. Here... Look at our phones... He is sending us messages every half an hour asking whether you are Okay... Do you still think that is sympathy? Don't see things differently just because of this one incident and ruin your relationship. You are a strong girl... Talk to him. Afterall nothing is so perfect in any relationship... Two people have to work continuously with each other to make a relationship successful."

I smiled. "You both are so right guy's. I won't let this one thing spoil things between me and Kevin.Ohhh... I... So... So.. love you both... I don't know what I would do without you Guy's."

They both hugged me and kissed on my cheek. "That's our Girl."