And I Owe It All To You

2.O

I was thinking about Yashika...

I really felt bad for her. Nirav was 2.O version of Rohit... what happened outside the cafe was not at all Yashika's fault... Instead of protecting her, he treated her as if she was asking for it and no girl ever wanted herself to get touched inappropriately. I decided to talk to her tomorrow and make some sense to her.

Somehow she reminded me of myself being helpless, when I was with Rohit... he always used to find faults in me be whatever the situation was. He used to humiliate me in front of his and my friends. Many times I took him to my place to meet my family, as I never believe in hiding the relationship, also I feel its kind of honor that you show to your partner that he is important to you when you take them to your flesh and blood. Once I went to his place as he insisted, however, at the same time one of his uncle paid a surprise visit. He made me hide into his washroom for more than an hour. at that time I decided never to step into his house again until he talks to his family about us... I kind of felt insulted. When I asked him why he did that he simply told me he needs time for introducing me to his family... I sometimes felt suffocated with him as he failed to understand me whereas I tried my more than a hundred percent to make sense of whatever he was doing.

All the way I was thinking about what all he did with me... and I didn't realize that we reached our place.

Kevin was looking at me worriedly.

I tried not to look in his eyes... as I was feeling very heavy and was sure that may end up crying.

Guys you both carry on, we are taking a stroll. Kevin said looking at Raghav and Akash.

They looked at me and nodded.

The villa was single story with cosy ambiance, there was a swimming pool in front yard and it was sorrounded by many coconut trees. Villa's back entrance was leading straight towards the beach.

Come... we will walk... he took my hand and we started walking towards the beach.

So what is bothering my girl... may I know... He asked me while pressing his thumb and index finger into my chin and making me look into his eyes.

As I looked into his eyes tears started welling up from my eyes...

Please tell me what's wrong... He said and hugged me tightly...

I lifted myself on my toe to kiss him... as he realized what I was up to he picked me and started kissing me...

I almost forgot that sometime back I was crying... that was the thing about Kevin, only he has the ability to take away my pain.

I told him that Nirav reminded me of Rohit and what all he did when we were in a relationship. this was the first time I ever spoke to him about Rohit in detail, he never asked me about him and I didn't felt a need to tell him anything about Rohit. He was listening to me carefully and patiently never leaving my hands.

When I finished...

He started talking... Honestly love... I am so thankful to him, cause if you were still in relationship with him, I wouldn't have ever got you and realize what love is. I am selfish see.. And this is the last time you are crying for him, he doesn't deserve your single tear. let bygones be bygones...

Have I ever told you how much I love you... and I smiled at him...

Hmmmm... not much... only once a twice... He said while smiling.

He tossed me on his shoulder and said... Come on we are getting late for clubbing... those two must be already waiting and I am getting you ready for tonight...