And I Owe It All To You

Understanding

We heard some knocking on the terrace door and we all ran, blocking each other way.

Raghav was the one to open the door, since he was the tallest and fastest, he got pass through us without any effort.

"Hey Anuj..." He was still laughing.

"Ummmmm... actually Ria asked me to call you guys for breakfast it's ready." Anuj was looking around, may be he was trying to understand why we were laughing.

"Ohh will be there... Thanks..." Raghav said hurriedly.

We sat back on the terrace looking at the green fields without talking.

"Guys, I wanted to tell you something." I got their attention.

They both look so handsome. Akash was more like a clean and neat type, whereas Raghav was totally opposite unshaved, long hair, hippie type.

"I am leaving now..." They tried to interrupt, I showed them my hand asking them to let me finish.

I continued "I mean guys I had the best time of my life with you two, but I need to leave before things with Kevin and Anisha and Marcus turns out more ugly... I know we are supposed to leave tomorrow... but for me, it's too much to handle... I swear will meet once we are back in our life's. You both are amazing... I always wanted someone with whom I can share this kind of bond and look instead of one... I got two friends." I was feeling emotional and my eyes filled with tears.

When they saw me crying, they hugged me.

"Gosh, I m such a crying baby..." I said sheepishly.

"Yes you are missie... crying baby." Raghav smiled.

"But how are you going?" Akash looked at me with concern.

"I have pre-booked Uber and it's coming at 12." I smiled while wiping off my tears.

"Woaaah girl that's gonna cost you alot. Do you want to come with us? My bike is quite spacious, we three will easily fit on it... We don't mind leaving today as well, will anyways get bored without you." Raghav asked me with pleading eyes.

I gave them a genuine smile. Ohhh they were sooo sooo dude...

"Guy's please don't do this for me... it doesn't look good, you all know each other for long and maybe since your entire life."

"We don't give a fuck about this Sam." Akash cut me in his irritated tone.

I continued. "Please guys for me..."

"That's not fair Sam you are now blackmailing us." Raghav pointed his index finger on me.

"Ohhh Yes..." This means I won and they are staying back.

"But guys I have a problem I need to bath and all my stuff is there in Anisha's room... I am not at all feeling like going there... Seriously I am ok to go home without shower, rather than seeing her."

"Don't worry girl we will get it for you and you can use our room." Akash gave me an assuring smile.

"Actually my stuff is all scattered around the room don't know how you people will manage." I told them hurriedly in panic. The biggest issue is I am total mess with my stuff's.

"So let me guess Sam..." Raghav extended his arm across my shoulder. "Are you worried about that... we won't be able to find the underwear which you wore yesterday, which was laying on the chair beside the dressing table at right side... Or is there something else?"

They both laughed and ran.

"You both dorks wait there I am coming to get you." I ran behind them till we reach in the common passage which was leading towards their room.

I stopped my self when I saw Kavin standing in the common balcony, He was watching across the field and I certainly don't want to jump on him this time by any chance. I was passing through him, he looked at me, our eyes engaged for few brief seconds. I headed straight towards towards Raghav's room.

Why is he looking so sad? He looks so tired. His eyes were bloodshot Red. I felt the urge to go back and ask him is he fine, which he don't look like. Why is it making me feel sad when he was simply not my concern.

Get the grip girl. The guy is not into you, he is someone's boyfriend and by all mean he is far from your reach. So behave and mind your own business. I had to literally remind myself.