Who to love?

Chapter Thirty-Two

Lisa's POV

"Are you nervous?" Jennie held my hand

"Kind of but I'm more than excited." I told her the truth

I'm excited not because I'm going to see Irene again after a long time; I'm excited because after this, Jennie and I can do whatever we want without minding Lucas or my father; just us being happy in our own world.

We are now flying to Hawaii, Jennie sadly needed to cancel her photoshoot to be with me, at first I told her to stay and we'll just see each other in Busan but she refused, she said that she doesn't want to leave my side. Who wouldn't fall in love with a woman like her?

"Hwasa is mad about the photoshoot but I don't care at all. There are still lots of international brands that want me to be their muse." Jennie maybe perceived what I am thinking

"I'm just feeling sorry for Hwasa because I was the one who talked to her to book you a photoshoot. I think I should apologize to her personally after all of this."

She rested her head on my shoulder "She'll understand, this is a personal matter to us."

Jennie became sweeter when we made it official. Jennie is a once in a lifetime kind of woman that was why I decided to give her what she deserves. Fuck Lucas and dad's condition, Jennie already chose me so it means the game is over for Lucas. We gave him a lot of chances to show Jennie what he got but he always screws things up.

"I bet Lucas' son is handsome like him." Jennie suddenly said when I didn't respond to her last statement

"I bet too, Lucas will fall in love with his son for sure."

If you think that I'm only doing this for myself, you were wrong because no matter what happened between Lucas and me, my love for him as his sister will always perceive. I miss our old times where things are not complicated. I sometimes ask myself if it was my fault why things ensued this way; what if I begged our father to let Lucas and Irene be together? What if I gave way for Lucas' happiness? What if I acted like his big sister like I always do and just let him be happy? Will things be different? Will I meet Jennie if I did the right things in the past? Just thinking that Jennie will not walk into my life brings pain to my heart.

My love fell asleep with her head on my shoulder. I produced my phone from my pocket and browsed to my gallery; most of the pictures are Jennie, I always take a stolen picture of her, if you are a photographer you will surely choose her to be your muse because she has the most beautiful smile and expressive eyes. I clicked the album I made where I put all our pictures in Lotte World for our first date as a real couple.

I remembered Seulgi's message to me last night, I need to go back to Paris next week; I need to go to my real life, I almost forgot that I still have a company to run. I'm thinking about bringing Jennie with me but the ranch needs her, our time out of the ranch is just temporary. Truth to be told, I'm scared to be in a long distance relationship again, not that I don't trust Jennie, I'm scared of the things like fights or misunderstandings because I need to be realistic that the foundation of our relationship is not that strong yet. I'm scared to be away from her.

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"Are you sure they are here?"

Jennie and I arrived at the house where I once pictured myself with Irene.

"No one is in here, love." Jennie searched for Irene and her son around the house but she can't find any trace of them

I just stood there and questioned myself where they are. They should be here.

"No clothes in the closet, everything looks untouched. Try to call your private investigator." The love of my life said while descending from the stairs

"Every day after your long and tiring day at work, we will wait for you, me and our kids at the beach and we'll go home together."

Irene's dreamy words are so precious to hear, we once dreamed as one; we dreamed to have our kids, home and happy ever after.

"I know where they are." I pulled Jennie out of the house and got inside the car "They are at the beach near here."

Though Jennie can't understand why I thought that they were there she just kept silent and didn't bother to ask.

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Third Person's POV

Lisa was right; Irene and her son are on the beach playing in the seashore. The innocent smile and laughter of her nephew made Lisa have second thought approaching them. The kid is happy without them; without Lucas. She can't tell if the kid will understand the situation and she feels bad for him; the victim of all the unfortunate circumstances.

"Aren't you going to approach them, love?"

They are just standing there, watching them.

"Tell why are we doing this? My nephew is so innocent, will he understand the situation? They look happy, why should we disturb their peaceful life without us?"

"You're right; they are happy but you know what will make them happier or should I say what will make your nephew happier? A complete family, Lisa, your nephew deserves to have a complete family."

"...and my twin deserves a second chance." She breathed out "You're going with me?"

Jennie shook her head "I'll wait for you here."

Lisa kissed the lips of her girlfriend before walking towards Irene and her nephew.

While Lisa is making her way towards them, Jennie feels a mix of emotions. She pictured many possible events that might happen; what if Irene is still in love with Lisa? What if Irene doesn't want to have a family with Lucas?

"Hi." Lisa is finally in front of them

"Lisa..." Irene stood up and picked up her child "It's been years."

"It's been years since you decided to run away and leave everything behind." Lisa looked at the kid in Irene's arms "Hello, little man, what is your name?"

"Morgan." He hides his face to his mom's neck "Why does daddy have long hair?"

Irene laughed at her child's innocence "That is not your daddy, Mo. She's daddy's twin, you remember Auntie Lisa?"

The kid nodded his head "Is she with daddy?"

"We're going to your daddy now, Mo." She kissed Morgan's head "You're going to meet your father."

"You explained everything to him?" Lisa was surprised to know that Morgan is aware about them

"I didn't hide a single thing from him." Irene responded "I think it's time for us to leave now, your girlfriend is waiting for us."

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-Justine