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izuku pov 

it got to arround midnight and i snuck out again this time just with alchol and ciggertts , no drugs . i quietly walked down the streets this time i left a note for my little sister saying if im not there dont worry and she can sleep in my room . the fresh air , the lack of people it's nice . i went to the convenace store just to get some warter for myself to stay hydrated because this is alot of exerscise im doing and i like to put out my fire quirk with clean warter not dirty sea warter . i dont really know why shinso is hanging around me but i want to keep my guard up , my ready for him to leave me behind or betray me at any point to be honest i think this a whole thing is kind off a set up . 

shinso pov 

god izuku was so adorable but yet so cold and so in pain , i see it in his eye's . he is so much of so meny things and honestly i enjoy his presence but he always has his guard up so it's time to teach him how to care . so i sat out near the beach waiting for him , i do hope he tuns up it's when i see him in the distance . " so what do we do now " he asked boredly " i doubt you want to get into anything too deep so let's just start where your confetable " i said " then that's nowhere " he said i sighed " well let's start how do you feel about me " i asked " i feel ok round you witch is scarey and new to me but im also a little glad " he answered not looking at me i smiled he has a hard shell to crack but at least he's being honest so far . " well thats good and bad good because you dont hate me bad that you have developed such a sense of mistrust towards others " i said bordly " feel free to ask me anything " i said he shrugged " train ? " he asked i nodded we started working out .

afterwards he starting shaking and looking a little before going towards his bag for a bottle of alchol and chugging some . that's when it hit , he's an addict " your addicted arnt you , when you have nothing for so long your body colaspses in on it's self " i said he sank down so i sat next to him while he was dealing with his own problems i asked " have you ever tried getting clean  " i asked he sighed head in hands " once , a very long time ago but once i did try and get clean " said izuku quietly " how far did you get . you dont have to answer if you dont want to " i asked " half way " he answered i sighed " the only way to get better is to get clean , you know you need help i can see it in your eyes " i said i felt him agaist me he had passed out guess he pushed his body too far and having withdrawl probally didnt help .

i took out his phone the only family contact he had was his mother neither his father or step dads . so i guess im phoning his mum , so i rang she picked up " izuku ? " she questioned " no im shinso a friend wait are we friends never mind do you have his dads number or could you pass on the message that he needs picking up " i said " um sure what's going on dont tell me he's in trouble " she said " no , we were training down by the trash beach slowly clearing it up and as we were talking he fell asleep . i cant really take him to mine without informing who he lives with where he is and i dont know where he lives see my dilema here " i explained she sighed over the phone " that's a relif i'll tell shota now , im guessing your a meber of the class he teaches so he should know you correct " she asked i replied " yes , mr aziawa is my teacher so say it's shinso who's with him and he'll know " i said she hung up and i got a text saying 

' thanks for calling me , shota is on his way to pick up izuku . please look after him he needs someone and i can sense that you'll be there ' so i replied 

' dont worry i'll look out for him and thanks for the heads up ' i said .

half an hour later mr aziawa walked towards us . " inko didnt say anything to why you two were out so explain " he demanded " i live in the house over there and the other night he was cleaning the beach through letting out his frustration apon the trash and so i joined him this time . we trained and we were talking and then he passed out so i called his mum through his phone " i explained leaving out withdrawl and alchol drinking . i had packed up his bag so unless aziawa gose through it everything will be fine .so aziawa picked him and his bag up before putting him in the car i walked back in . my father was just as much of an insomiac as me . " hey dad " i said crashing next to him . my mum and dad split when i was 10 , i only really see my mum in the holdidays since she works abroud alot . my dad's the only one i ever came out to about my gay butt " saw you and that boy " he said surgestivly i puntched his shoulder " nah i dont know if izuku is even into guys and you can tell he's not ready for a relatioship " i said " but you didnt say you wernt intrested " my father pointed out " i find him cute and intresting however im not crushing on him havent knowen him long enough for that to happen if it happens oh well " i said . " why did your teacher go and pick him up " asked my father " aziawa-sensai is izuku's father . his parents split when he was young and his mum from what i know sent him to live with his dad " i explained my father nodded .