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Shinso pov.

It was nice seeing how izuku teacts to his sister and how he treats her she's obviously precious to him. Since he dropped erei off and came to school by train he's early for once since he isn't walking in with aziawa sensai. So for once we in the middle of our classes early morning discussions we weren't really paying attention since we were still talking Pokemon. When we here " So what did you do izuku " Said Momo " Probably just got high and drunk " Said ilda " Not really, friday I went down to a beach to train slept round shins house then Saturday me and shin went to the Arcade and a small cafe then I went home and stayed up all night doing art work and then baby sat my sister all of Sunday " Said izuku " So you had no drugs or alcohol " Said mina " I had a few shots of vodka just so I don't go through withdrawal " Said izuku.

Just then aziawa came in looking so tired " Thanks problem child for dropping off erei " Izuku gave a mock salute the day was pretty normal at lunch me and izuku sat out him smoking and me eating lunch. Izuku didn't have food " Should I be concerned " I asked " No I had breakfast this morning I'm just not feeling like eating anything they are serving " He said flopping back on to the grass. I chuckled at him. " Shin why do you hang around with me I'm not a good human being I don't want you to get dragged down because of me " He said I sighed " You've had too many people give up on you, personally I think you can be helped you just gotta have someone beside you " He shrugged. " So how are you doing addiction wise " I asked " Haven't had drugs in awhile so may have to have that soon but I've only had vodka to keep withdrawal away since you last saw me " He said with a cigarette , he smokes a lot. " Your sister mentioned comics " I said curiously " I make comics and things like that, my sister came in and wanted to see the comic I was working on but it wasn't age appropriate so she was too disheartened I said we could make a comic together " Explained izuku I took a picture of him he looked kinda calm but cool talking about his sister while smoking. I smiled he really dose care for his little sister. " If you want you can come over and look at the comics " Said izuku.

So me and izuku went to his dad " Can captain sleep deprived come over " Asked izuku " I'm surprised your asking " Said aziawa amused " Oh I'm only asking cause I know you'll come home. " Said izuku casually " Should I be concerned " He asked " Eh if dress there then no I wouldn't ever let her get harmed and I know some sketchy people from some sketchy places but if y'all are out for a night ima have fun " Said izuku smiling maliciously I sighed rubbing the bridge of my nose I hit him over the back of the head " Izuku no " I said he started pouting I rolled my eyes " Your pouting by the way " I said he exclaimed that he's not. Aziawa just sighed " Since shinso is obviously a lot more responsible than you then sure he's allowed over " Said aziawa I smiled so me and izuku were heading out "I'm bored " Said izuku on the way home " It's just walking home " I said laughing he still sighed " I want lsd, it's fun to take makes life less boring but I don't have lsd " Said izuku his hands are twitching " Withdrawal " I asked he sighed " Can't you just buy lsd " I asked bit weird talking about drug buying as a hero in training " You always have to be careful buying drugs like lsd cause trippy ones like them are often tampered with or not safe plus I can't take trippy drugs while ereis around since you never know how long drug trips will last I can act normally when on heroin or cocaine plus I don't want her to ever know that I take drugs since I never want her to become like me " Said izuku

By the time we reached his apparent complex he was already shaking a lot like really bad so much so I had to take his keys and unlock the door he made a mad dash to his room I saw him fumbling trying to prepare his heroin shot. He finally injected it into himself he sat against the wall letting in sink in the needle still in his arm " I really am pathetic aren't I " He said smiling sadly so he packed the drugs back up and stored them away. " Izuku you need help " I said next to him " I know " He groaned it's hard getting help since it's easy to see you have a problem but it's the admitting it and getting help witch is the hard part. " Why did you start drugs, I know when abouts you started heavily drinking " I asked gently " I don't know exactly but I was young so it was the around mums second boyfriend after dad and her broke up " He said I found it strange I thought he'd remember " Do you really not remember " I asked he shook his head " I didn't get into drugs by choice, one of mothers boyfriends let's just say liked me docile so he drugged me a lot and I was young " He said I decided to change the subject cause izuku let me in on some serious shit.