i anit any good

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shinso pov 

it's been two days and izuku is going back to school through he's not allowed to do training or pysical activitys until his arms have healed . present mic and my dad visited on the first day and hugged izuku to death obviously being mindful of the arms  . and so izuku was having a shower while i got changed into my uniform . izuku has never been one for blazers so when he came out he asked me for a short sleeved school shirt witch i gave him , it was a bit baggy but he carmfully put it one . izuku has to keep his arms bandaged till his stiches come out . " do you want me to bandage your arms " i asked he nodded so i applied the anti-bacterial cream he was given so his steches didnt get infected so he hissed a bit at me since the cream stings and is itchy " why must i have to use the cream " asked izuku groaning " because it's to help your arms heal properly " i said sternly befor bandaging his arms , i bandaged them before we grabbed our bags eating toast on the way i forced izuku to have breakfast .

i took the package izuku wanted me to give to aziawa witch i'd hand over at the end of the day . we got on the train and saw katsuki " where the hell were you two " said katsuki to most i'd sound angry but we knew he was worried . " want me to tell him or you " i asked izuku didnt look him in the eye " was in hospital after attempting suicide " he muttered quietly so only me and katsuki could hear him . katsuki had tears in his eye he quickly wiped them before pulling izuku to his chest " dont ever fucking try that ever again , as much as i may seem like a bastard i do care about you and would never want you to ever die your like a brother to me and i dont want to lose my sibling " said katsuki seriously izuku hugged him back not long after we reached school and izuku headed up to nezu's office while i headed to class with katsuki .

" shinsou detention for not being here for the past two days " said aziawa when he came in " i phoned into nezu so my absences were authorized so there for you cant give me detention sir " i said trying to be polight when he's part of the reason why izuku tipped over the edge . " can you tell me why you wernt in then " said aziawa " sorry but i do not have to tell you anything the pricible knows why so im not telling you anything " i said sitting down aziawa gritted his teeth but continued non the less . after we headed to break where izuku slid down next to mina " hey " he said nevously " where were you two " asked mina worried " in hospital after a suicide attempt " he said quietly so only our table could hear izuku dose trust his friends with that but it takes alot for him to tell his past and i understand why it's hard for him . mina instantly pulled him into a hug and as did kirishima who was on the other side of him . denki was with jirou at this moment in time the five of us were sitting at a round lunch table . so after talking to izuku and telling him how much he means to us we carried on with our day .

it was the end of the day and everyone had left it was just me and aziawa i put the pakage down that izuku wanted me to give him . " two days ago your son tried commiting sucide and almost bled out because you've been tearing apart the life he's trying to peice back together . he loves and cares for you though he wishes he didnt , he crys over you and wants a father son relationship . he wants you to love and cherish him as he dose you , your causing him so much sadness and pain just because you cant come to terms that he's getting the right help to fix the mess that he's in you abandoned him once again . he tried to let you in , your were doing well till somthing snapped and now through your incolence your not just hurting izuku but also your daughter and soon to be husband . all izuku wants is to talk and understand you , to at least not be at each others throats . how meny times will you care for him when it's conveint just to leave him behind when it dosent matter to you anymore . you truly are a selfish man aziawa you wreack the very relationships you build but it hurts even more for izuku who's been abandoned by multilple people , been hurt and left alone to suffer to him this is just another betrayle accept unlike when he was two he formed an attachment to you witch youve severed and for what perpous . your toxic , you point out every flaw within izuku you's said he's your biggest mistake but he care so much for people , he's so sweet once you get past his defenses , he pays so much attention to people and is always considerate  of other peoples situation , he dosent want to harm others , he can be innocent , he can be childish and hyperactive he's so funny and sarcastic and observeint . have you ever tried to sit down and understand izuku , the emotional stress youve put him through and the pain led him to wanting to die , he wanted to end it do you know what its like coming home to smelling blood and busting in to see somone laying in a pool of their own blood do you know how gut wrenching it is , the melocholy feeling that covers you as if it were a blanket from the moment you enter the hospital , the raw fear and panic as you call the paramedics the praying you do as your riding in the ambulence and then crying as you phone your parents and those who are about him while trying not to breakdown as much as possible . seeing a mother who bearly slept . izuku almost suceeded in commiting suicide and you were the tipping point . he , in his suicide note told me to give you this weather he suceeded or not i hope your happy and content with your actions you vile human being " i said leaving the package with him before leaving i dont want to look at that man more than i have to , i put my point across and i dont even wanna know what that package is or his response to my harsh but entirly fair words .

with that i left heading up to nezu's office where izuku had packed up . nezu's office contained many sofa's but theres one sofa that has become knowen to the teaching staff as izuku's corner where he is oftern under a blanket on a lap top doing various work for nezu since it brodens his skills and atually stimulates his brain while helping nezu deal with the over load of work the poor rat is subjected to . so me and izuku started our journy . " so your birthday is next week " said izuku curiously " i've never really celebrated my birthday too much didnt really have friends so normally me and dad just celebrate it by ourselves " i explained bordly birthdays never ment much to me like sure i'd like a celebration but im not fussed  . Izuku looked at me " I've never had great birthdays either, my mum was always busy and I was left in the hands of them and I never got birthday presents mum didn't have a lot so I only got gifts on Christmas. The only time I ever celebrated my birthday was when I stayed at my grandmother's for a week " Explained izuku " My mum was never around either didn't even know what I liked every year I get sent stereotypical ' boys ' stuff like footballs or stuff that's sport related. Didn't have friends and there's no point throwing a party for two people " I said bordly.

izuku went to therapy and i waited for him , he couldnt train due to his arms so we just talked on the way home . my father made dinner for us and i helped izuku with his bandages .we settled down on the sofa we were all watching a film izuku and me were curled up with one another and father was sitting and watching while also smirking with a knowing look at me causing me to glear at him . in the end i picked izuku up and took him up stairs and tried to put him in my bed but i got dragged with him . guess i'll be trying to sleep early then .

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oki so this is a shorter chapter kinda a bit of a filla for somthing i like the idea of writing so sorry that his is shorter than my usal chapters since i tend to like writing chapters that are at least over 3000 words but then again i tend to be an over writer . if anoynone has cute idea's for shinsou's and izuku's relationship comment on this chapter since i like reading peoples comments and i tend to answer them/ reply back . this is my little author note but it comes with a chapter so it makes it less annoying :) anyway that's all i have to say so thanks for reading this far .

-elz out .