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shinso pov 

i woke up and looked down at izuku's futon to see my cat and him curled up together it was too cute so i had to take a picture .izuku and gengar were snuggled up together and it was the purest thing but then again seeing him in nothing but my hoodie and boxers almost killed me . i'm surprised he didnt relise why i was so red looking at him maybe he is somewhat innocent . but we had to get ready for school so i shook him " what shin " he said sleepily " we have school green bean " i said he rolled over " i dont wanna go " he said i sighed " but you have to remeber running from your problems isnt gonna sort shit in the end " i said to witch he renlented and got up and headed to get changed .

i stood in the kitchen , i cant really cook . " uh do you want breakfast on the way cause i really cant cook " i said to izuku as he came down . " lucky for you i can so do you like omletes " asked izuku i nodded i watched him causally make breakfast and cleaned up as he went and passed me a plate of omelettes . i took a bite " holly shit your a good cook " i said so we ate and headed out " i dont have my shit it's at home " said izuku " well today we have practical hero studys and only have English language and mathes to do so i guess you can just borrow paper off me " i said izuku nodded . we got on the train heading to school talking about bits and pieces and debating on what's going to happen when izuku see's his father today . " he's gonna say some bull shit about how i should trust and talk to him but would you trust the man who never gave you a second thought after leaving your mother like sure we're not at each others thaouts and i dont hate him but i dont trust him and i dont think i ever will " said izuku .

" no one can force you to trust them however if the truly want to be there for you then they'll have your best intrests at heart and will wait for you no matter how long it takes . plus i can understand your adversion to trust " i said ruffling izuku's hair he leaned into my touch just like a cat i swear . " my mum always tried to help but she just didnt get it , she didnt understand and i dont really expect her to however she didnt really lisen but at least she's still trying for my trust my father though only seems to want to earn it when it's convenient and messes it up a lot " said izuku " your birthday is coming up " izuku commented i nodded he hummed i dont know what he's thinking or planning but im just gonna wait and find out .we made it into school and sat down , izuku's dad gave him a strange look that i dont know weather it's good or bad but i was worried for izuku .

" shin i have the gut feeling im gonna get pissed off so hold me the fuck back so i dont swing for anyone " said izuku so it was between us i nodded the class eventually emptied to go to brake and his dad slammed his hand down " where the fuck were you " he seethed " well you decied to make me angry so i ended up going out to puntch shit so the flat didnt look like the after math of a bull that's seen red in a china shop  . shin found me and calmed me down and i didnt want to go and see you so i stayed round his " izuku seethed back " i know you were taking drugs you little duggie " his dad said back izuku stared at him , i could see the hurt in his eyes " unbelievable i'm trying to get clean and stay sober and that's when i start getting this shit . like you cant accept that some people get help and can improve their lives . since i have been staying at yours i've been on drugs and alchol cause im an addict now that im getting ill from getting off the drugs and alchol you think im getting off my nut the worst part is i have never lied to you , i have no reason to lie to you . so yes im still partially on drugs however i take prescribed doses from my substance abuse program that decrease in amount as time gose by to effectively get myself off of drugs and drecreasing alchol consumption i havent had a drink in just over two weeks i havent done that since i was 12 " said izuku having ago i got up and brought him into my chest " izuku listen to my heart beat and breath long deep breaths in through the nose out through the mouth " i said quietly while playing with his hair and rubbing his back to calm him down . i gleared at aziawa who eventually left .