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shinso pov 

i woke up izuku was asleep , god he's adorable . i smiled getting up and getting changed izuku woke up so i let him borrow a t-shirt that was far to large on him , he rewore his jeans and hoodie and we went down stairs . dad was probally out doing a check up on his bussiness , he dose it to talk to employies and such . i had an idea last might while izuku was sleeping and now it's time to pitch it to him . " hey izuku , i really enjoy being friends with you so i had an idea why dont we take pictures and video's of our memories " i said he looked unsure of it but agreed . i decied today it would be pancakes so i served them and izuku ate some not completeing the whole thing but at least he ate some of it . 

izuku spotted my black cat that i named gengar , izuku seemed confused about my cat who just as i took a photo the photo caught the cat booping izu's nose and his slight surprise izuku started fussing him . " his name is gengar " i said " pokemon ? really ? " izuku asked amused " hey pokemon is an important part of my life " i defended izu chuckled " it's a good name , he's real fluffy " said izuku calmly . " so captin sleep deprived are we staying in or going anywhere " asked izuku " dose the arcade sound like fun " i asked " it dose " izuku said so he grabbed his bag that had his school shirt in and probally ciggerretts or somthing . " have you taken anything since i last saw you " i asked calmly " no " he said and i belived him because izu has never lied to me so far . we made it to the arcade and we had fun . " wanna get somthing to eat " i asked izuku nodded izuku wasnt exactly expressive in the face but i can tell he was calm and comfetable around me . 

i took izu to my favrioute cafe , it was a small cafe with decent bussiness but it was never crowded it had it's regulars and locals and a few new people came in here and there but it was relativly calm and quiet . izuku didnt know what to get " shin can you just order somthing for me , i like sweet things " he asked quietly " never gone to a coffee shop " i asked " never had coffee " he said so i ordered izuku a hot chocolate with cream , izuku looked mesmerized by it . " it's just hotchocolate " i said " my mum was a health nut so although i liked sweet things i rearly ever got them like i can count how meny times i've ate chocolate on my fingures . " said izu " you snuck out eough though so what about that " i asked he sighed " i'd be dringing or doing drugs and sweet things with either mean alot of throw up " said izuku i ohed i took a picture of izuku enjoying his drink because it really was too cute for normal perople to handle . " did you just take a photo of me " asked izuku with suspsion filled in his tone " how can i not when your this adorable " i said showing him my phone " im not adorable " he said turning away i smiled he dosent see it but i do .

we went down to the beach to train " so what kinda music do you like " asked izuku it was one of the first times izuku has asked anything about myself normally i tell him things or i poke at things im glad i've got him out of his shell a little more . " well i like pop music , not many would take me as the type " i said " i dont think i can hang out with you anymore you lisen to that trash " said izuku a little dramtically " oh yeah what do you listen to then " i said smirking playing along with him " rock music , edgy or depressing shit , a small amont of rap but like good rap like enime or nf ug i like some heavey meatle and a lot of old music " he answered i huffed " ok i have a question and this really dose determin weather your at least somewhat reliable in your taste " said izuku " do you like country music " asked izuku " hell no , now that is trash " i said laughing he joined in . izuku is doing well for not having drugs in his system and less alchol than normal im proud .

after awhile we just sat down " hey izu " i asked " yeah shin " said izuku " have you drank today " i asked calmly " no but i will be needing to take a shot of somthing soon before i start shaking and going through withdrawl . but this has been the longest time i've been sober in a long , very long time " said izuku " im glad your doing good " i said . " izuku have you ever done anything when in a desperate need for a fix " i asked seriously izuku was looking up at the sky " yes once or twice but not oftern i found my ways of keeping myself in i'ver drugs or alchol so withdrawl never came around to much " said izuku i could tell digging in any deeper would off set the trust i've built with him since izuku is still learning to trust me so i only want to dig a little but not too far since he hasn't fully trust me yet . " shin dose therapy help " izuku asked out of no where " for me it did , i think that therapy can help you and if you really dont like it you can not return however when you go to therapy you have to keep in mind it is their job to analyse you and your mentle wellbeing and you do have to try and trust them , you have to try and talk to them obviously at your own pace but you have to try and open up just as much as their trying to help you " i explained honestly .