i anit any good

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shinsou pov 

it's been a month now , izuku and his dad are still on war terms . the thing is izuku's trying to make things better , he's trying to patch things up and make amends but his father dosent seem to want anything to do with him . the plus side is , he's gottern closer with present mic but for the most part izuku has been staying at mine . heck izuku came home and was in his room a week a go and his father randomly kicked him out for the night with no explanation . izuku is still doing his therapy and hasnt relasped with his rehabilitation but the shit with his dad is making his already bad depressive emopisodes worse . my dad is getting incresingly mad every day with just how izuku is , izuku's self worth has taken a nose dive . i had to stop my dad from going on a man hunt to kill aziawa after izuku said he dosent deserve food since he's usless . 

izuku's been seeking comfort in things recently , so out of fear that izuku will start trying to seek comfort in drugs and alchol again my father has stopped drinking and has gottern rid of all alchol in the house accept for rubbing alchol witch is in the first aid kit . it wasnt that we didnt trust izuku since he had been doing so well but he admited that he was close to falling back into the shit he used to do . it was getting hard for him to cope he atually asked me to watch him incase cause he dosent even trust himself not to do somthing dangerous . heck cause of the condition izuku is in at the moment and the fact 5-6 days out of 7 he's at mine his therapist called to check things like keep blades and other sharp things out of his reach since it's getting that bad . at this point we're refusing to leave izuku alone so between me , mina , my dad , izuku's step dad present mic , bakugou , kirishima and denki we'er constantly around izuku .

izuku was sleeping round mine again , i herd the shower go . im glad , he's been having trouble finding the motivation to do simple tasks like showering and eating . i got out his uniform while i got changed , he came in and changed " thanks shin " he muttered i smiled " come on , let's have some breakfast " i said putting some toast in the toaster i buttered mine , adding marmite to izuku's he slowly ate like it took till we reached school to finish his appatite hasnt been consistant . we headed in , everyone could tell izuku was down and looked concerned well everyone accept his own father . " stop acting like that izuku " demanded his father " im not acting like anything " said izuku sounding dead " yes you are stop acting like your depressed your not " said aziawa izuku stared at him in sadness " i truly pity you as a man , but im not acting this is atual mentle health problems that im diagnosed with and suffer from " said izuku the class looked at aziawa in discust .

" i dont care just be happy , you being down is affecting others and it's just selfish you have so much to be thankful for so stop trying to get pity from people it's discusting and go take your pills " said aziawa " i have taken my pills , i've taken them all week but the common misconspetion just taking them dosent make me happy , it dosent mean i dont suffer all their ment to do is help not fix . all it dose is shut off my thoughts for a little bit and try to stop things from becoming overwhelming but they dont work that well . medication dosent mean im suddenly gonna be smiles and joy no i still feel like life isnt worth living i still deal with all the truama from when i was little so dont tell me to go take my pills like that solves the whole problem , dont tell me im selfish without looking in a mirrior and if i was really affecting the class they'd talk to me about it " snapped back izuku in the end aziawa finally started class .

at break izuku was sitting with us " shin can you come with me a sec " said izuku i nodded " where we going " i asked " to nezu's office he wanted me ages back to be his personal student but i said no im gonna ask if the offer still stands and if it's not im just gonna ask weather i can complete the lessons my father teaches in his office " said izuku i nodded knowing why izuku was doing this . we knocked on the door before entering " izuku and shinsou what do i owe the pleasure " asked nezu . " dose the offer for being your personal student still stand or can i at least do the lessons that my father teaches up here " asked izuku nezu smiled " yes yes become my personal student your mind is vast " said nezu izuku nodded " dose this start now or " asked izuku " yes right away straight here after break " said nezu " by the way , i dont trust myself not to do somthing since at the moment im not doing so good and everythings very unstable so please do not leave me by myself " said izuku nezu's eye's soffened " i admit i do not feel emotion on the same wave length as you humans since i am a genetically engeniered experiment however i do understand it well enough to know what happens and i may not releat but i can try to understand although my salutions may be very blunt and straight forward since although im highly intellegent emotions are an unknowen teritory " said nezu showing his honesty . our break was almost over so izuku asked me to inform the others and his teachers since there was no point leaving nezu's office really .