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shinso pov 

it's been a few weeks since izuku started therapy , he said his father thinks he's doing somthing wrong since appreantly cause he gose out on the weekends to therapy and comes back looking drained apparently his dad's asked him what drugs is he one again . his own father dosent relise he's an addict and izuku keeps saying he tells him hes not going out to do drugs in fact he's in that state because it's the opersit he's coming off of drugs. plus he comes back worse for ware because it's emotionally draining to talking to therapists and it's hard expecially for izuku who dosent really know how to cope with his emotions in a positive way he gose every other day to therapy and i wait in the park near the building and afterwards i let him talk if he wants to talk and then we train so he can vent out his frustration .

cause izuku is coming off of drugs he dosent tend to feel too good since his body is used to having the drugs and now its not getting it . he came into class looking tired " you doing good " i asked he was slightly shaking obviously not doing well he sat down and put his head on the desk " pet me " he said i sighed stroaking his hair , i've found he likes his head being pet when he need's comfort he is rather cute and i have a crush on him however at the moment izuku is trying to get better and has enough sitting on his plate to deal with so i doubt he has love on his mind . if he likes me he'll come to me but we spend a lot of time together , i hang out with him at his house a lot . i went through his room and got rid of his drugs and alchol surply . every time he gose to therapy he is also completling a rehabilitation program so he gose and takes a dose and slowly the dose is decreased so they can ease him off it . so some days he gose and talks to a specialist dealing with drug abuse and drug addicts to descuse whats happening and how he's doing ontop of the therapy sessions .he's getting better though and slowly letting me in . he's let me in and some of the things that happened when he was younger witch makes sense to his panic attack from weeks ago and the medication he is on . 

and because of what he told me and what has happened i can understand his distrust in older males and his parents partners even if he knows almight and present mic wouldnt do anything to perpously harm him he still cant let them in . he dosent trust his mum or his father so they dont know he's going through therapy that he's talking to a rehabilitation cancleor for drug and alchol missuse they dont know that he's trying hard to improve . aziawa came in and we all went to change into our pe uniforms , katsuki came up and ruffled izuku's hair witch got a sluggish middle finger as a result . katsuki and izuku get along really well but i think it's cause katsuki knows he's dealing with his own shit and i think katsuki knows that he's getting help without getting told that he is . those two when izuku isnt feeling shit like today are normally sarcastic and it's like watching siblings interact with one another . kirishima and that lot apologised to him witch izuku said it's fine they didnt know that would happen .

though i see kirishima sending jelouse looks at izuku when he interacts with katsuki i sighed we were getting changed , izuku cause you could tell he wasnt doing so great was going slow i was waiting for him and katsuki and denki had already left when kirishima came over . " what are you to katsuki " demanded kirishima to izuku " just a friend , honestly i see him like a brother and i can tell he likes you ,like you like him " izuku said kirishima looked at him " seriously " asked kirishima " that and im shipping you two together since it's like a match made in hevan you relise katsuki treats me the way he dose because we are like siblings the rest annoy him and he has anger issues but he never shouts at you and you can calm him down , he calls you shitty hair cause he likes you he's a massive tusundere " explained izuku " you ship us , man i thought you were out to snatch him " said kirishima " one he's too much like a brother to me and second not my type . no offence to katsuki but im not into loud people with anger issues cause i already have anger and irritation problems im not passive so two volatile people yeah not gonna work me and katsuki both need people who'd hold us back and calm us down " said izuku kirishima nodded taking into account how izuku is oftern annoyed and pissy at people .