i anit any good

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shinsou's pov 

it's been two days and my father should be returning tonight after some work related stuff but the past two day's izuku's seemed off well more off than usal there's just a nagging bad feeling im getting but nothing is indicating anything bad is going to happen . i dont know if im just being anxious or somthing is atually wrong . however me and izuku were walking home he's seemed a little better but that's what off it dosent seem like he's atually doing better like he's putting up a mini front to try and stop others worrying about him . so we got in i needed to do get some bits from the convience store although i dont like the thought of leaving izuku we were basically out of all food in the house since before dad left he forgot to stock the house up . i know i can just drag izuku with me but he seems drained and needs more rest plus the convience store is only two minuets from my house .

i headed to where izuku was curled up on the sofa with my cat gengar " hey izu im going out to the convience store for a few minuets i shouldnt take long and you need to get some rest " i said concerned for him he nodded at me so i grabbed my keys i made sure to be as quick as i possibly could . as soon as i reached the shop my paranoia had flared somthings wrong i'll get this over with as quick as possible . as i was gatheing bits needed only the basics the longer i was away from the house the more intense my bad feeling got and the more anxious i became to the point of where it became sickening at that point i decied we had enough food to sustain for the night and quickly as hell paid and tolled the cashire to keep the change . now i dont think i've ever looked so desprate in my life as i ran like a lunatic down the street but i dont care what members of the public and my area thought of me as long as i got to izuku because im 95% sure he's the reson for this sickening feeling pooling in my gut . 

i put my key in the door unlocking the door and dropping the bag of grocerys " izuku " i called out i herd no reply or movement and didnt even see him now im fucking freaking out . i checked the living room kitchen and garden and he wasnt there so i stared to go up the stairs . i caught a matalic sent lingering in the air ...hang on that's blood . oh shit i imeditally ran to the bathroom and the doors locked holy shit izuku . i knocked once no answered and the smell of blood got stronger , fuck ima have to break the door down arnt i . so without i second thought i barged into the door sending the old brittle lock of and layed broken but the sight that layed before me . izuku lying in his blood pooling from his wrists , i managed to get a hold of myself and quickly getting ahold of the paramedics and gave my location while folling their instructions to apply pressure to stop the bleeding so i quickly grabbed a towl that was on the rack and applied pressure to both his wrists soon enough the paramedics came and took him away , i got in the ambulence with them .

as we reached the hospital he was quickly whisked down the coridors so he could be treated and hopefully survive , first i called izuku's mother . " what's up shinsou " she asked " uh izuku's in hospital please come over her " i said really sad i was on the verge of tears i think she understood the gavivity of the situation so she gave an affirmative response and hung up . next was his step father present mic since i doubt his birth father would atually care . so i rung up mic " whats up little listerner " he said cheerfully " mic ... izu's in hospital " i said this time tears running down my cheeks " i'll be right over why is he there " he asked seriously it was weird hearing the happy and goofy pro hero turn as serious as stone . " suicide attempt " i wispered out but mic caught it juging from his response " oh god , i'll be there now " he said sadness taking over his tone i hung up and then called my father . " shinsou im almost home why you calleing " said my father carmly " izu's in hospital dad after trying to end it dad " i said at this point sobbing " end what " dad asked " his life " i muttered but dad caught it " right i'll go straight there " said dad hanging up and so i brught my knee's too my chest and started to cry till somone pet's my head " what's wrong with izuku " asked his mother carmly " he tried to ... he tried to " and i just broke down she brought me over to her side and rubbed my back " hey whatever happened to him , my son is strong he'll be ok shin " she said mirroring my sad appearence ready to also ball her eye's out " he tried to commit suicide " i finally managed to get out after calming down enough and just like that she broke down with me in tow .