DEPRESSION

Part 10

   After the previous part I felt like a heavy burden was pushed off of my shoulders. After 5 years, I finally felt relieved. Like I felt like a light feather. For some absurd reason why my heart was very calm and I felt relaxed and relieved.
   The age of adolescence or as you like to say puberty, is an age or a time in which your body changes, your way of looking everything changes, your way of thinking changes. Your hormones take over. In other words that's the time you completely change. Majority of the people don't take this change of their attitude and thinking lightly. And that's when many people are pushed into the shithole. Some get trapped. Some make out of it alive. Some don't. Some are pushed to deep. Some only get the chance to visit it once. Some pay their visits too regularly and frequently. All in all, many people go through it.
   Some people feel ashamed when they open up about it. Some are just too shy. Some are scared. Some are worried. But remember that this isn't something to be ashamed of. To be scared of. To shy away. Or to feel worried about. It's normal. It's normal to go through it.
   The age or time I talked about is a very difficult time for each and every individual. Let it be someone around you or far away from you. It's a difficult time for everybody. Remember no one ever was perfect nor will be neither is. You are valuable. You are worthy. You are not alone.
   I honestly don't have much to say because I am out of words. Those emotions cannot be described with words. But remember to please open up about yourself. Now or later. Open up to someone who won't judge you. Or to somebody who is close to you. Or not to close to you. Or to somebody, you trust. This is something which can completely destroy you.
   Depression is like a battle. And remember no battle can be fought by a single being. Every battle is fought with a great army. If not a great army, then at least with a number of people who can attack the enemy effectively. You are not alone. You are never alone. You never will be alone.
   Fighting alone is hard. It's not something which makes you stronger. It just makes you ten times more weak. If someone is willing to help you. Don't reject it. Take that opportunity and help yourself. If someone tries to support you. Don't reject that support. Use that support to get yourself back. If someone supports you. Don't tell them to fuck off. Respect it. If someone is lending their hand. Don't reject it. Grab it. Battling anything alone is terribly difficult and painful. Some win that battle. But majority fails. Don't take that risk. There's barely any chance that you will make it to the end. But if that's the only way. Then don't you dare give up. Never ever give up. Your fight is never a waste of time. There will always be an outcome. Try to make out of that fight alive. Do not give up. Don't you dare ever give up.

P.S. Wash your hands. Take care. Stay sanitized. Stay safe. Don't panic. Don't panic buy. Maintain social distance. Stay away from each other. ❤❤❤💜💜💜💖💖💖💗💗💗.