.Elementals.

-50-

I walked away from the scene and from everyone.

Feeling like the emotions inside were harder and harder to keep down and that's on the queen never caring for us being taught about emotions and us learning from others.

I was breathing in and out loudly ever other moment in hopes to keep a grasp on my emotion as I head out to the area I hoped still was the training grounds of the village with no grass just dirt and dead trees that wouldn't have their souls in pain.

To me relief it still stood and it was empty.

I walked into the middle.

Sighed and stood with my head towards the sky, eyes closed before lowering my head after a while and opening my eyes, looking at the ground.

And letting out the loudest scream of my life while falling to my knees and tightly grabbing at my hair, forehead against the ground.

Now that I was alone I just let it free, violent crying accompanied with bouts of yelling and sometimes shrieking, hitting my fist against the ground before shoving myself up on my knees and hand on my face, wiping tears and dirt away.

Looking around the once smoothed out dirt from all the training was jagged with the dead plants in flames at even fifteen feet away from me, whatever water was around was frozen into ice crystal and the dead plants contorted into tumor-like growths.

I grabbed my knee with one hand and the other grabbing my face as I screamed out my pain again, lightning striking the ground as the ground shook and cracked with flames flickering blue.

I don't know if it was my out of control magic that scared the clouds into falling down as heavy rain or that the skies were sympathizing with me but I didn't care, tears drenching my face.

I covered my face with both hands as I screamed yet against, grabbing my hair in the front and tugging on it painfully as my wet clothes were whipped around by the strong air whirling around me, bring all with it, plants, fire and earth, all but me.

My ears were ringing and I couldn't breath, I was suffocating in my pain, lightning striking three times after the other as a thirty foot deep and five feet large ravine cracked into the ground a few feet in front of me, the tumor-like dead trees twisting so tightly on themselves they broke their own parts because they couldn't twist no more.

I coughed and wheezed between the screams, the flames rising up and all consuming despite the heavy downpour, whirlwind so strong it tore more away.

My ears were ringing, I heard nothing of what was going on around me from my screams and struggle to breath.

I couldn't see anymore either, the blurry surroundings visible when my hands shifted around to gain a better grip on my hair.

I lifted both fist and with a scream slammed them down on the ground, a huge line of ice spikes shooting out in front of me, making wood shavings from what was left of a dead tree.

I pounded my fist into the ground, each time one of the elements blazing up stronger.

I covered my ears and pressed my forehead against the ground.

I wanted this to go away, I wanted these feelings to go away, I can't deal with them, they hurt, they hurt so much.

I picked my head up feeling a disturbance in my magic, something cutting a line through it.... Almost a..... Tunnel.

Before I could somehow try to understand it with my current emotions I felt something come through that tunnel and hug me.

I dug my finger in her clothes like if they were claws, even hearing a few threads pop as Audrey hugged me against her chest, head against her chest.... How.... Oh Emersme.... He must have been the one to cut the tunnel for her to get through unharmed.... I don't want to harm her nor him but the storm is raging inside and outside is out of my control.

I just held her tightly as she sat there and held me, brushing a hand through my hair and I think saying something but I just couldn't hear anything over the ringing.

I fell off my knees, leg bent by my side, even just sitting on my knees was too hard, feeling extremely weak physically even if the magic rages free, I felt numb and lost, I felt hurt.

I pressed my head more against her and she laid hers over mine.

Not soon enough had my lungs stopped suffocating me themselves, just refusing to breath in my pained panic at my loss previously.

My eyes were closed for I don't know how long but I just couldn't care.

The ringing subsided but I couldn't understand her words, to out of it to understand what she was whispering into my hair.

I hiccuped and sniffled loudly through the soft accidental whimpers.

I don't know when it happened but I cries myself to sleep in Audrey's arms