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Soo Yun sat in her classroom again. It was Mr. Lees class. Normally she would talk with Sarah about anything in her life at this momentbut now she couldn't. She wanted to talk to her, but what she wanted to talk about would be too much for Sarah to handle. She herself didn't believe it anymore. My father was Mr. Min?"

That question she had asked herself for the last three days. She knew that Taehyung had no proof whatsoever, but what if it was the truth? Taehyung had admitted that he was a gangster. Who else would know about the orders from Mr. Min, if not a gangster? Now everything made sense. The blood, his wound and why he didn't want to go to the hospital. She lived next to a criminal. A criminal who maybe had killed others before. Maybe he would kill her, now that she knew about him. Before this mess had started, she had become more comfortable around him. He even wanted to make up for the dinner that he had left that one time. But it all was for nothing. She almost had put her trust into a gangster. Thankfully, she found out soon enough. „What a fool am I..."

„Earth to Soo Yun?" Sarah waved her hand in front of Soo Yuns eyes. „You've been staring holes into your table now for the last three days."

„I'm just tired." Soo Yun said, not releasing her eyes from the plain desk. „You know I sometimes have this insomnia issue."

„Suure...why don't we cut the crap and stop talking nonsense."

Soo Yun looked at Sarah. „Something's on my mind." She finally admitted.

Sarah rolled her eyes and added sarcastically: „Oh really, who would've known that."

A small smile showed up on Soo Yun's lips. It wasnt genuine, though. „You don't have to worry about me."

„I actually think I have to." Sarah snapped back.

„No. Im fine, I'll tell you when the time comes." In her mind Soo Yun continued. „Which is probably never."

Sarah gave up and turned her attention back to the lesson. Soo Yun could see that she was slightly hurt, that she didn't tell her. Sarah would always chew on the back of her pencil, when something was bothering her.

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Soo Yun sat at the back of Namjoon's motorcycle. Nothing special happened the whole day. Namjoon had been glancing at her the whole lunch break. Sarah tried to give Namjoon the look, to say him that he should leave her alone. But Namjoon and his warm heart ofcourse couldn't do it. He tried to talk to Soo Yun, but only got pushed away. She always responded with „No, I'm m tired" or whatever.

The fresh spring air that blew in her face, calmed Soo Yun down and made her relax for the first time in these days. Her mind was finally shut off. She could only feel the wind on her skin, the sound of the motor and the moving ground under her. Nothing else. No Taehyung, no father, who was looking for her after 19 years and no blood or whatsoever. Her eyes have been shut the whole time and as she felt the motorcycle get slower and come to a halt, she opened her eyes. Here she was again. In front of her used to be loving home, but now it made her feel uncomfortable. Her eyes shifted to Namjoon, who still sat on the motorcycle, while she had stood up.

„You know that I'll l always be there for you. Just tell me if you have something to tell." Namjoon said as careful as he could.
„If it would've been so easy."

„I know that you and Sarah care about me and I tell you that there is nothing to worry about."

Namjoon scrunched his nose. „You can call me all the time. I mean...especially me. Ok?"

Soo Yun nodded and walked into her house. Luckily she met no one in the halleay or in front of her room. The apartment used to give her a warm feeling, a feeling of home. But now she felt uncomfortable. She almost let her backpack fall on the ground, as she heard a sound coming from her bedroom.

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