The scars on her skin

Ch6

⬆️meg and dis- monster (nightcore remix)
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Alex pov.

I had know freaking idea what was going on. My mind was everywhere and it didn't really help having thorn yelling in my head.

I was walking to the bathroom head clutched in my hair. if someone saw me walking they would definitely think I was drunk.

With every unbalanced step I took sometimes crashing into the walls I finally got closer until I was at the bathroom door.

I went inside and locked the door. I took all of two steps towards the sink before waves of pain started flooding my head.

It was as if someone was smashing my skull into concrete a thousand times, and trust me I know the feeling

All I could do was hold my head and try and wait till it was over. I was breathing erratically as if i was having a asthma attack but with a more animalistic sound

My claws were coming out of my hands on there own and I started digging them in to the tile.

ALEX ITS ALMOST OVER JUST HOLD ON.

Slowly the pain started to reseed but there was still a dull buzzing ringing in my ears.

I retracted my claws and shakily tried to pull my self up before falling miserably on the floor

I just sat there hugging my knees crying. I don't know what happened and I was feeling like a transparent, fragile piece of glass that could brake any second

DONT WORRY YOUR OK NOW. YOU HAVE JUST RECEIVED YOUR FIRST POWER. THE ABILITY TO PROJECT EMOTION

"Powers"? I said, my voice low.
YES A POWER, I WILL HELP YOU CONTROL IT BUT FIRST YOU HAVE TO FINISH THE REST OF THE DAY.

I didn't really want to go finish the rest of the day. all I really wanted was to go home and curl in my bed.

But thorn was right I needed to finish the day. I was secluded away all my life I needed this I needs to not be stuck in a corner the rest of my life

I slowly and wobbly pulled my self up and peered at my reflection. I was a monster my eyes were completely black with veins that u could visibly see coming down from my eye to my check

I had very small fangs not like vampire fangs but more canine looking.

I couldn't stand it they had done this....He had don't this to me. If looks could make a grown grown guy piss from fear, I would win a prize

Now I wasn't feeling fragile but anger and sadness. I closed my eyes and reached for my razors in my bag

I began slicing my arm until I had carved 6 lines into my arm. Was it painful...yes

But I felt alive I felt as if my heart wasn't a cold pit that was cracked and barren.

I took a strong whiff of the blood and the metallic smell raided my senses.

Opening my eyes they were back to there pale blue color. And thorn had gone to the back of my mind while rose was now present

Bang, bang, bang
"Alex open up the door are you ok. why does it smell like blood... Alex"

How could she smell the blood I thought
I was frozen in place. whatever I had to hide everything

I quickly scrambled to wash away all the blood and pull down my sleeve I cleaned up everything and flushed the paper towels down the toilet

I opened the door to have a very frantic Jamie barge in. Are you ok? What's wrong? You have been gone for a while, I was worried. do you want me to take you home? I can call your parents?

She bombarded me with questions. "no I'm fine really"i said. "are you sure" she countered. "yea I'm fine".

"But what about the blood, I smelled blood" Jamie said. "oh I'm just on my period I wasn't feeling well but I'm fine now" I lied but thankfully she bought it.

" Oh by the way u missed all of art, science and gym, u lucky bitch"she said. "wait what, seriously I swear I was only here for a half hour but 3 periods"i was shocked, but at least that meant I only had lunch and then a free period

"Anyway we should get going we have lunch and I'm telling u the foods amazing" I was going crazy at her mentioning food.

It should seriously be a rule that all students have 2 lunches or no student can have a late lunch cause I was starving

I picked up my bag to see one of my razors on the floor. I waited till she was heading to the door then swiftly kicked it under the sink

Putting my bag on my shoulder a ran out of the bathroom to catch up with Jamie
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