After all these years

Chapter Fourteen

(Arias POV)

I woke up to light shooting through the window. Not to the usual light of sunshine beaming through Ezra's window. But darkness. It's dark outside. And I don't know where I am.

I try to get up but I'm connected to wires.
I must be in the hospital. I thought.

Then it all came rushing back to me.

i curled my self up into a little ball. i remember everything i need to know.

"Aria?" Ezra asked as he walked through my door.

i just stared into space. thinking about everything.

"I drove Maddie to Spencer's." he said sitting down.

"Ezra?" i asked into his chest.
"Will you still love me?" I asked looking up into his eyes.
"What? Of course!" Ezra stated the obvious.
"What if we lost the baby?" I asked starting to cry.
"Nothing. Not anything in the world can change how I feel about you. I love you Aria." Ezra said.
"Do you know me?" I asked looking away.
"What? Of course." He said.
"I've changed Ezra. When i left Rosewood." I said turning around.
"You don't know me."
"Well than let me find out." He said turning me over to face him.

My head snapped up.

"I think we need to break up." I said.

"What?" Ezra asked me.

"Get out." I said staring at the ground.

"Aria? " Ezra asked.

"Get....out!" I screamed as i got up and slammed the door in his face.

I could hear Ezra's footprints pacing back and forth in front of my door.

I didn't tell him to go away, I didn't tell him to come in here, no.

I just stayed where I was sitting, staring a the same spot I was before. t

That was until I heard foot prints fading off until I couldn't hear anymore. I hugged my knees as Emily and Spencer came in.

"We just heard...everything" Emily said.

"Hey why did Ezra just leave?" Hanna asked.

I didn't move at all, not to speak to them, answer their questions, nod so they now I was listening, or even look their way, I just to continue to stare at the spot, thinking.

Spencer realized what happened and came to hug me.

I let her hug me but i didn't speak, hug back, nor move.

"I-i- i think we should give her some space." Hanna said grabbing Emily's arm.

"Spence you coming?" Emily asked.

"No.." Spencer said.

Spencer curled up next to Aria in a ball as Aria moved over so she can fit.

That made Spencer smile knowing that she doesn't want to exactly be alone.

"Spence?" Aria whispered so lightly she could barely hear her self.

"mmm?" Spencer replied.

"what's going on?" Aria asked.

"What do you mean" Spencer asked confused.

"Why is all this happening. the baby. the break up. 'A'? life just-"

Spencer cut her off. "One the break up was your call and i bet it's not permanent. I mean you guys belong together.. your soul mates. And two the baby? It happened. It happens all the time to people. You didn't deserve for this to happen...but it did. It's natural. Didn't the doctor say it had nothing to do with you, it was competely random, and unexpected?

"Yes?" Aria asked.

"And life throws the hardest things at you before, it throws good things." Spencer said.

"What if this is a sign saying i shouldn't get pregnant again and Ezra isn't my soul mate?" Aria asked.

"Uh? you guys had Maddie." Spencer said.

"I didn't tell Ezra but..i almost lost Maddie and she was born premature. the doctor said its not impossible but it will be hard to have another child." Aria said crying.

Spencer just hugged her tighter and whispered" It's all gonna work out Aria, I can count on that."

They both just stayed there in that chair together, Spencer's arms wrapped around Aria, not saying a word.