Love Of My Life (#Trust)

Chaprer 11

"Kailangan mong kausapin si Syjan about this besh."

"Natatakot ako. Paano kung totoo ito."

"Si Syjan lang ang makakasagot ng katotohanan sa larawang ito. At saka malay mo. Baliw lang ang babaeng yun. Hindi mo siya kilala at sumulpot lang. So you can't say na valid yung pinagsasabi niya sa iyo."

"Parang totoo naman lahat ng sinabi niya e."

"Besh "Parang" lang. Besides gwapo si Syjan. Very caring, sweet at iba pang magagandang description, as you said ha. Almost perfect. Kaya di malabong may mga babaeng gustong agawin siya sa iyo."

"So what am I gonna do now?"

"Talk to him."

Natahimik ako. Di ko kaya.

"Gusto mo ako na ang tatawag sa kanya? Papupuntahin ko siya rito."

"No. Dont."

"Why?"

"I'm not ready yet. I have to composed myself first."

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I told mom about what happened that morning. They were worried and said to them na gusto ko munang mapag isa. I want to think about this.

"Alam mong hindi maganda ang kumikimkim ng nararamdaman."

"I know mom. But it works for me. Please just let me, I can handle this dont worry."

"Nandito lang ako. You knew I'm very much willing to listen."

"I know mom. Your my best. I love you." She hugged me.

"I love you too sweetie. Don't overthink. okay? I'll be downstair lang."

Tumango ako at lumabas na siya. Hinayaan kung ma lowbat yung phone ko. Hindi ko ini on but I charge it.

I lay on my bed thinking things until nakatulog ako.

I opened my phone and sunud sunod yung mga messages.

[Syjan]

3:30

Hi baby, I knew what happened this morning. Can we talk?
Please? I want to see you.
I love you.

4:15

You're phone is off
I think
Pumunta ako kanina dyan sa bahay niyo. Tita Iya said tulog ka. Nag usap na kami kanina.

I'll give you time you'll need but please hear me.
Baby please?

Sweetie are you awake
I'm freakin' worried

10:17

I love you baby

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Maaga akong nagising. Naligo ako at nagbihis. Medyo okay na yung pakiramdam ko. I sorted things out. Ayokong masyadong mag isip. I want to hear him out.

6:05

Hey bhe
Got ur messages last nyt. Can we meet?
District park at 7am?

Bumaba ako para mag almusal. Nadatnan ko si mama na nagluluto.

"Mom, I'll be meeting Syj today."

Umupo ako para kumain. I need energy. Nilapag ni mommy yung coffee sa side ng plate ko. That's why I love her.

"Thanks mom."