Rejection Then Love

Chapter 12

Maria's POV

    After I finished crying on Sara we left the store and she dropped me off at home since we left 3rd period at school I got home early so it was about 11:30 when I got home. Waving bye to Sara I unlocked the front door thinking im pregnant. How am I suppose to tell my parents let alone figure out who the dad but im glad I gave Sara she's a true friend to me for going to the store and being there during the test and just letting me cry is all I start thinking.

   Going into my moms room to see if she's home and to find out she is. "Hey mom" I say sitting on her bed "hey baby girl why are you home early" she looks at me wiping her tears. Frowning "I felt sick but whats wrong mom you haven't been your normal self and you aren't at work and your crying like really mom is what's going on" I say to her but she looks at me holding my hands and breaks down again saying "I'm so sorry baby I got the call and a-nd" she says I look at her with worry " and what mom" I say to her"and your father he's gone" she says crying and totally broken.

    I say"he can't be daddy is strong mom" tears whelming in my eyes and dropping on my cheeks" I'm so sorry honey but I got the call" she says and all I could do was scream and cry. Crying on my mothers bed with her thinking why him why my dad why right now. All I could do was just cry I felt like I so numb on the inside. Standing up after crying"where are you going honey" my mom says with red and puffy eyes.

    Looking at her" in my room " I run to my room crying and scream " No No No" punching the wall knowing it would hurt but I was to angry to care. Wreaking my room apart not paying attention I knock down a picture of my dad and I. I was about 9 in this picture and he was holding me and hugging me and I hugged him back. Crying and holding the picture to my chest. Feeling a hand on my back looking up it's my mom thinking I might as well tell her I'm pregnant so I say " mom I'm pregnant " not caring how she felt at the moment and not thinking straight I just told her straight up. "Why maria why now you should have waited I thought I raised you better then this" she says to me .

   Looking up and saying " im sorry mom I'm sorry I got raped by Kevin I'm sorry I was to scared to tell you sooner I'm sorry that I wanted to get it off my mind and go to a party and drink and get drunk and then have sex again I'm sorry mom I'm sorry" I say to her and at this point shes crying saying" I'm sorry baby I didn't know you were raped I should have been more attentive to you" looking at her "mom this is my fault I told no one about this I should have told you and I was but at the right time but I didn't know what to do" I say crying " I new dad was going to be upset and I know you are to but I'm sorry" I say to her.

   She just looked at me and held me" I'm not happy about you being a mother at 16 going on 17 but I love you and you should have came to me about Kevin raping you and we will get him behind bars I promise you that one" hugging my mom I decided we both need a nap so we both fall asleep in my room.

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Maria's POV

After waking up I see my mom sleeping still. Going downstairs to find something to eat. Knowing I want something with noodles so I make spaghetti. After making spaghetti I fix myself a big plate and I eat it all making sure there was enough for my mom I make her s plate leaving it in the microwave. Getting a water bottle drinking it. I go over to the couch when the bell rings. Getting up I answer it to see its Eddie.

  Nervous seeing him I just look anywhere but at him saying" what's up " I say to him looking straight at the ground I hear him say "what's wrong princess" blinking back the tears knowing he should know I'm pregnant but I'm scared so I say" nothing babe" I say to him but he didn't believe that so he says" Maria what's wrong why aren't you looking at me " he grabs my chin so I'm looking at him.

   Knowing tears are steaming down my face now I tell him "my dad died crying" he picks me up bridal style and I just wrap my arms around him I hear the door close and he sits us on the couch. "I'm sorry princess" was all he said and he just held me while I cried. Wiping my face "sorry I look like a mess just been a hard day" he smiles "no worries your still beautiful" smiling a little "is that all that going on baby" he says to me I freeze but I say" for right now Yea" I say to him.

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Eddies POV

   Holding maria as she cries I can't help but feel sorry for her. I wanted to ask how her father died but knowing now isn't the right time I just don't ask. A gut feeling is telling me something else is wrong also but I could just be that one reason she told me I think to myself. Saying to her " I'm sorry princess" seeing her wipe her tears away "sorry I look like a mess just been a hard day". Smiling at her " no worries your still beautiful" seeing her gorgeous smile just a little bit I say"is that all thats going on baby" I ask but she tells me "for right now Yea" taking her word but also thinking what else could happen

So sad Maria's dad died :'(  I feel sorry for her its sad but pretty soon do you think Eddie will find out she's pregnant and flip ? Or keep his cool read to find out please comment and vote- monae