The Sweet Escape- is an apology for a fight between two lovers and describes a dream of a pleasant life for them...........
After everything that happened between Dave and Noelani, Noelani calls it quits and moved away from New York to raise her bea...
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I walked away from Noelani not wanting to tell her the reason why I gave her up for 4 million dollars. It was a stupid ass deal. I regret it. I didn't mean to sell her to Biggy so she can get killed.
"Dave answer me!"she semi yelled following me to the patio. She close the door staring at me with sadness in her eyes. "Dave if you don't answer me, I swear to god......."
"Okay fine! Yeah I did sell you to Biggy for 4 million which I feel about it....."I was cut off by Noelani punching me in the face. "Why would you do that?"I felt on my cheek.
"Every time I hear that, it goes back to when Biggy had me strap down in the chair on that ship that was bout to sink. Me and your baby could of died Dave and you wouldn't of cared"she cried.
I couldn't say or do nothing. I felt so bad for what I done and I wish I can go back in time. Why the fuck would I do that? "You probably don't forgive me. I understand and I'm fine with that"I mumbled.
"I really don't wanna forgive you. But I'm too much in love with you"she wiped her eyes. "Dave I love you and I can't let you go but I can't let you back in that easy"
"T-That's fine"I mumble watching her walk away from me. I sigh heavily rubbing my head thinking to myself 'why I make the most dumbest decision'
I walk back inside towards Bastet room so I can give her a kiss goodbye. I wanted to stay somewhere far away from Noelani. Let her cool down tonight so she won't kill me in my sleep. Bastet look up at me with her pretty eyes and smiled a bit. I picked her up kissing her little forehead.
"Daddy going to hotel for a little while alright. Be good for mommy and grandma Nadine"I mumbled to her. She made her little baby noise while playing with my beard. I put her back in the bed which I regret on doing. She started crying. This cry was like a 'daddy come back, don't leave me daddy' cry. I couldn't leave.
I picked Bastet up from the bed walking outside her room. Where's her stroller? I shrugged my shoulders and walked outside with Bastet in my arms. "Come on baby girl. Me and you gone take a walk"I said. I walk down the sidewalk looking at the big houses while holding my baby girl.
"Daddy gone tell you story about his child hood life"I said. "Daddy was born in Detroit Michigan, at a hospital near grandpa Donte home"donte was my father name. I never said that name in a long time. It felt funny to me. "Grandma Shareen didn't want grandpa Donte around me or aunt Diana at all. She thought he was still bad"
"My father, your grandpa, wasn't the best father at all. Was always on the streets selling dope. Didn't come home till 3 in the morning smelling like weed. Would always be in jail"—"Till one day, the cops caught him again and told him his time will longer then usual"I said.
"He has to stay in prison for 4 years. At that time, grandma just found out that she was pregnant with daddy in her stomach. Once I came out, all grandma had by her side was her purse and nurses who was tryna get daddy big ass out"I laugh. "Grandpa was never around when daddy grew up, I would always ask grandma 'where's daddy? I want my dad' grandma would come up with lies and say that grandpa was either in jail again or dead"a tear ran down my face. "Come to find out, grandpa tried to get in touch with me for a while but he couldn't cause of grandma"
"I don't want you to go through that Bastet. Even though you can't understand what I'm saying, just know that I would never leave you behind and I would never get into that kind of trouble. I wanna watch you grow up. Have your first birthday, first walk, first dada or mama, first trip to Disney land, first day of preschool......"I wanted to bust down and cry. Just thinking about all that and remembering my father was never there made me feel some type of way.
"Would never leave you, no matter what"
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Sooooo, I'm sorry for not updating like I use to. But I'm back now. This chapter almost made me cry. I mean my father was in my life but half of the time cause my mother or he was too scared of my damn mother.
