Depressed Jack Darby and Optimus Prime

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Jack Pov. 

I am at base hiding in one of the million storage rooms they have here I am currently hiding from Optimus. Why you ask? Well he caught me crying and I know that  he probably wanted to ask me what was wrong. But I've never gave him the chance since  I got up and ran from him you see I have depression. I find myself doing things to myself that is harmful and if he found out he would try to stop me. 

*WARNING MENTIONS OF SELF HARM SKIP IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ IT!!!!!!!

I pull out my blade I keep on me and cut my arms I keep going until there is blood and it slowly drips down onto the floor. I clean my blade and put it away and just stare at my blood watching it drip freely thinking to myself why can't I be normal.I clean my arm up and wrap it with thing I took From Ratchet med bay. 

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I put my hid my head in my arms and cried silently as my memories and thoughts of my father's words and abuse. He is gone now, but that doesn't stop the nightmares or the fear I stopped eating and sleeping. As I continued to cry I didn't notice a certain Prime who I've come to look up to as a father come in and walk towards me. 

Optimus Prime POV. 

I've noticed that Jack has been pulling away from us and not really talking or interacting with us as he usually is. I asked Ratchet to scan him discreetly as possible without him noticing before he left. When Ratchet told me his findings I felt my spark break and went to find him I found him crying. I tried to approach him, but he saw me and ran I got up and walked silently after him. Once I found him with his hid buried in his arms I approached him and picked him up and cradled him to my spark letting the warmth radiate from it comfort him as I scanned him and what I saw I called ratchet and spoke to at what Jack did to his self. 

He told me to bring him to the med bay immediately, I said I will but get the others away from the base for a while I don't want Jack to lose his trust in us if the others found out. I walked there and saw the base empty and went towards ratchet still cooing in cybertronian to Jack. I sat on the berth with Jack in my hands his back against my chassis and as ratchet tended to his wounds. I felt my matrix start to pull my spark towards Jack as if I am suppose to do something with him. Once ratchet fixed him up I got up and walked away with jack going up to the top of the silo with him. Once Jack had stopped crying and was now shacking I opened my spark chamber putting him inside and let me spark and matrix do what was needed to be done. 

Jack POV. 

I looked up when I felt myself being picked up I saw it was optimus and I couldn't help myself I leaned against him and cried more when he used his finger to rub my back gently. I hid my face in his armor as I saw were leaving the area I was at, my tears slowly subsided. I was only sniffing and rubbing my eyes tiredly when we got to the main area. We were headed towards the med bay and looked away in shame as ratchet scanned me I tensed against optimus. I tried not to let the tears fall as ratchet disinfected my cuts but it hurt a lot. 

Ratchet POV. 

After I sent everyone away and saw optimus approach with Jack my spark dropped when I saw his form trembling against Optimus. I approached slowly and calmly clean Jacks wounds when I saw him in pain I quickly clean him and wrapped the wounds. I gave him a small hug with my hand and he looked up at me and gave me a small smile hugging my hand. Once he let go I rub his head before telling Optimus that he is good now and to bring him back tomorrow to change the bandages. 

Jack POV. 

As we walked away from the med bay and towards the elevator that led to the silo roof top. I watched as Optimus sat down opening his spark chamber he asked me to get inside. I did as I was told and asked " Why do I have to get in here ? " my voice sounding tired. I looked at the light coming from his spark and I felt it wrap around me cradling me like I was a baby. I sighed and let myself go I cried all my pain I felt comfort being directed towards me in waves. It felt like someone was taking away all my pain and replacing it with love and warmth.

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