Mental Breakdown Mikaela and Ratchet

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I looked at my parents with so much distrust and hurt and betrayal, ever since the divorce they have been telling my stories about each other to me. They were always trying to use me go against one another and the sad part is I don't trust them anymore. I had enough I called ratchet to see if he could come and get me because I am 17 still a minor and I didn't have anywhere else to go other than the base. I packed a bag and when I heard the familiar rumble of an engine pulling up I walked downstairs outside to the yellow rescue hummer. I barely made it out the door when my father came after telling me that he his sorry and that he would never do it again. I gripped ratchets passenger door handle before turning around and rounding on him.

 " Really just like you said last time right?" " I am tired of being the messenger  between the two of you and always being used as blackmail between the two of you!" Father you were never there for mom when she needed money, did you know that our lights went out, had no food for days, I couldn't go on any of my school trips due to the lack of money!" Do have any idea how fragging hurt I am to find out that you manipulated the truth to try and turn me against my mom !!" " And Mom your no better either you did the same thing too......my vision blurred with tears as I shook my head and turned and hopped into to ratchet and left that toxic place. I leaned my head against the window and closed my eyes trying to stop my tears. I felt the seat belt tighten around me like a hug and I wanted to break right there but I couldn't. 

Ratchet 

I was working in the base on some new tools for Mikaela when I received a call from her. I answered her and she requested that I come and get her now. In her tone of voice she sounded like she was in distressed so I dropped everything and rushed to get my sparkling. I arrived at her house no more than 10 minutes later as she walked out with two people in tow behind her. I assume was her parents when her sire called her to stop and saying that he won't do it again. I felt Mikaela tighten her grip on  my door handle I scanned her and saw that her stress levels were up and she was on the verge of crying. Once I heard Mikaela start to yell at her parents I knew I had to ask her later about this, but for now I stayed silent. After the banter Mikaela hopped in and I drove away with anger flaring up in my spark. Her parents did this too her all her life I sighed and adjusted my review mirrors to look at my sparkling her eyes were closed and she looked like she wanted to cry. " Mikaela I said softy, don't hold it in let it out ." I pulled over and activated my holo form and pulled her into a very much needed hug. I felt her cling to my shirt and start to cry I rubbed her back and started to run my hand through her hair. I started my engine again and drove us to base I took us to the beach where I know we can talk in private. 

Mikaela 

 My train of thought on not crying was broken when Ratchet spoke to me telling me " Mikaela don't hold it in let it out." I was pulled into a hug and clung to his shirt as I cried I felt all my emotions I held in come out the bitterness I felt towards my parents my anger, betrayal, confused, it hurt. I clung to Ratchet like he was my life support and curled up in his lap with my head against his chest. He began to drive again but I was to busy to notice where we were going until I felt him nudge me to help me out and carry me to a little cabin that was set up on the beach. I felt myself being put on the bed I crawled closer to the middle of the bed and sat with my knees up to my chest. Ratchet came and sat next to mt and pulled me into a hug and I cried, he rocked me gently as he pulled me to lay down. His strong arms around me keeping me safe something I haven't felt for a long time. " Go to sleep little one you need your rest, I can sense your exhaustion so don't try to lie to me either."I sighed and slowly hiccuping as I fell asleep curling up against him.

Ratchet

I got to the beach and made it to the cabin there and went inside with Mikaela I set her on the bed and went back to my alt mode to get her things from the back seat. Once I retrieved her stuff I set it on the floor in front of the bed I walked over and sat next to her hugging her again. Her tears broke my spark and wet my shirt and I didn't care. I could tell she was feeling exhausted so I pulled her down to lay with me as I held her. " Go to sleep little one you need your rest, I can sense your exhaustion so don't try to lie to me either. " Once she fell asleep I stayed awake watching over her as she slept. I remember her conversation earlier and she said divorce I was curious on what that meant so I looked it up. I was shocked in my cybertronian culture once we have a sparkmate we are with them for life. I felt sadness and anger the anger towards her creators doing this to her and sadness that she had to go through it alone. 

The next day when Mikaela opened her eyes and stared at me I could see her pain and hurt. I got up and pulled her up with me getting her bag and told her to shower and change and that I will wait for her outside. I deactivated my holo form after she closed the door I waited for her to finish once she was done. I took her to mess hall to eat something and she said that she wasn't hungry. " Mikaela yes you are I can hear it rumbling I turned and went to get her a muffin and some juice.  I walk back and she just stares at the food I set down in front of her I was about to tell her to eat at least a little bit when she got up. She looked at me and her eyes weren't shining anymore and she looked weary and depressed. " Ratchet I'm just not hungry okay I just want to be alone right now. " And with that I worried for her more I took the food and dumped it taking the juice and putting it in my subspace. Later on I found her in my berth room just sitting in a corner listing to music on her phone. I picked her up and placed her on my shoulder. I was reading a data pad when I felt something wet falling onto my chassis.

 I turned my head to look at Mikaela and saw she was leaning into my helm hugging herself while crying as she was listening to her music. I lifted her off my shoulder and held her to my spark letting the warmth that radiated from there comfort her. As I held her I began to speak in cybertronian letting the words flow off my tongue and warm her heart, spirit, and mind. I sighed as I looked at Mikaela " Mikaela sometimes having a breakdown is beautiful for it helps us move forward rather than make us seem weak. " " I know that what your parents did was wrong and such, but that doesn't mean you can't confided into someone." " You have family here at base Will, Epps, Sam, Optimus, the other bots and me." "Mikaela I will always be there for you no matter what I laid a gentle kiss on her forehead and held her to my chassis as she cried herself to sleep. I removed her phone and ear buds from her hand and cover her with a blanket using one hand to hold her. 

And my other one to type on the data pad to Optimus what happened and that I need her stuff from the cabin on the beach moved to my berth room. I explained why I need it here and he agreed with me. My doors opened a few moments later it was Optimus that came in with her bag. I took it from him and put it on my desk" Thank you old friend." " Ratchet how far along is the imprinting process between you and Mikaela ?" " I didn't know that is a thing between humans and cybertronians !" " Anything is possible old friend and I can sense the bond that is forming between the two of you it is strong but in time do know that it will get stronger. " I looked at Mikaela it my hands as Optimus looked at her over my shoulder, I smile fondly at her and say to Optimus without looking up at him. "She will learn to handle this bond and I will help her and when the time comes I will prepare for the pain." 

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