Sara's POV:
Well today was show day. I got up exceptionally early as I had to rehearse early but I haven't had rehearsals or anything since the shopping trip. I wanted to get somewhere because of the vocals Jake saw in me, not some sympathy contestant.
Cheryl met me early, around 7:30 in the studios. I hadn't spoken to her since the incident because she has been ill herself. The first thing she did is have me a comforting hug. I have stated to get used to contact with people again, and Cheryl just made me feel ten times better.
'Remember, you can back out now if you want to, and be immune from the vote off, but if you go ahead, you can't back out tonight.' 'Thanks Cheryl, but I don't want to be a sympathy vote. I want to get through for the so called talent I have' I started laughing. Being with Cheryl made me feel so normal and my emotions were coming back.
We rehearsed, and everything was going perfectly. It was great. 'Sara if you go out like that tonight, there will be no doubt that you will be in the bottom two.' 'Thanks Cheryl!' I said hugging her just before collecting my belongings before I left.
*show time*
The boys were up before me. As they were about to go up, reece handed me a little card before running on stage. I squinted to read it because it is actually quite dark behind the scenes. 'This is for you. I mean everything I sing tonight, and so does the band. It's aimed at you. Bet you didn't know we changed songs then hm?'
Aww bless him. He did this all for me? God I love that boy more than ever. I haven't even heard the song yet, as we were watching the videos before. Then I realised the song was you are not alone by Michael Jackson. That was so cute of him... He risked leaving the competition after being in the bottom two last week for me? Tears started streaming out of my eyes, but I dried them off and went back to make up for retouch before going on show after the break.
*after the votes on Sunday*
So both of us got through without being in the bottom two. I was so happy. We were getting closer to achieving our dreams, and even though only one can win, we will be happy whoever wins. Everyone here is amazing and genuine, so I'll be happy no matter what.
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Sorry just a filler chapter... I feel really bad writing these because it's results night tonight week 8 and I've only given you chapter 16 so I'm writing as many as I can tonight so I can give you an update adapt
On another note I might not be able to update and write as frequently anymore because I'm having family problems at the moment so will try as much as I can to do the best. This is probably really late but wow 4k already like last week I had just under 1k I'm so thankful, especially as this is my first book. I have had some other ideas for books but concentrating on this one until it finishes but that will be in time. Love you all 😘
