LOVE YOURSELF: SECOND CHANCE FOR LOVE

CHAPTER FOUR

- well, enough of this just be a good girl for me, can you do that for your uncle Yoongi?
- I will Yoongi.
- ok my good girl, now give me a hug.
He opened his arms to her whom buried herself in his arms.
- I love you uncle Yoongi.
He smiled placing his chin on top of her head.
- uncle loves you more y/n, you remind me so much of another beautiful gir, that showed up in our lives a long time ago, but unfortunately she is not around anymore.
Yoongi said letting out a few deep sighs.
- where is she Yoongi?
- In a beautiful place with castles and rainbows, but enough talking is time for beautiful little girls to lay down to sleep.
He says letting go of her, placing the covers over her, he placed a kiss on her forehead as he stood up, stepping away giving Namjoon some room.
- I love you baby girl.
Namjoon said leaving multiple kisses on her face making her giggle.
- I love you too papa.
She said placing her little hands on his cheeks kissing his nose.
- good night little one.
- good night papa, Yoongi and Hobi.
- good night.
Hoseok and Yoongi said at unison.
They left the room walking back to the kitchen, after cleaning up, Yoongi made some coffee sitting outside in the balcony.
- thanks hyeongnim. (Older brother)
Namjoon said out loud.
Yoongi looked at him puzzled.
- why are you thanking me for Namjoonah?
- for your words earlier.
- Namjoonah you don't have to thank me for that, I meant every word I said, y/n was a ray of sunshine on those hard days when we were still learning about how hard life is as an idol, fighting with our own demons and shadows, she always had some words of encouragement when things got hard, she always knew what to say, she was always so positive even when life gave her so many low punches, she was always so positive never mattered what she was going through at the moment, she was a beautiful person in and out, I'm glad you found her that day on the bridge.
Yoongi said as he sipped on his coffee.
- I know hyeong, I was lucky to find her and able to stopped her from taking her life, but I couldn't save her at the end.
- that is not your fault Joonie, that was her choice, that's the kind of person she was, selfless, she loved you and little y/n so much even though she wasn't born yet she sacrificed herself for her daughter, to give you the biggest gift in life, the gift of you two guys' love.
Hoseok said to Namjoon.
- you cannot keep dwelling in the fact that she is dead, every human being has a mission in life, y/n already accomplished her mission, you have to focus in the good and beautiful memories that you guys created together, that's the only way you will be able to move on.
Yoongi spoke calmly with his deep mellow voice as he squeezed his shoulder.
- thanks hyeongnim, thanks Hoba.
- you really need to let her go, you need to focus on making yourself happy too, not just the little one, you deserve it Namjoon, you did everything humanly possible to make y/n happy, the most important thing is that you showed her love and life are more than all the abuse her father put her through 3 years, you showed her what real love is, you, your mother and even your father, us, she felt love and protected.
You kept that promise that you made to her that night, making her happy, befriending her for as long as she lived so therefore you have to be happy that every sacrifice you did for her was worth it.
- woah, Yoongi hyeong you are really inspired today.
Hoseok was in awws at Yoongi's words.
Namjoon was in tears at their words, the way they loved his late love also the way they love his daughter, how every single one of them has put their efforts in helping him to raising her the correct way, specially Jungkook since he couldn't be at his side when everything unfolded years ago.
Namjoon knows that deep inside Jungkook's heart he feels somewhat guilty for not being there, it hurts him even though he won't tell him the truth, but he has done everything he can for little y/n, to be there for Namjoon, so were the rest of the boys.
Seokjin, Yoongi kept him company in those endless night at the hospital, Jin gave his blood when she needed a transfusion and Namjoon unfortunately wasn't a match, things like these remind him how lucky he is that life has given the opportunity to meet these amazing humans beings he call friends, brothers, his family.
Couple of hours later Yoongi stood up.
- well Namjoonah, it has being a great night, a roller coaster ride of emotions but incredibly endearing, hopefully we can have one like this with the others too soon.
- I hope so too, I know Jin hyeong, Tae and Jiminie are busy with their kids with work but we have to meet soon, I need that bro night.
Namjoon said getting up as well.
- next time we can do it a my place so my little one can sleep over.
Hoseok said with smile.
- well I'm heading out now need to do some work before going to bed.
He walks in towards the door.
- thanks for the food hyeongnim, Hoba.
- thanks for the beer Joonie.
- anytime, I will keep in contact, hopefully will see you soon, even though we see each other at the company almost every day, I mean see each other like this just being us, not BTS.
- definitely, I will see you then.
They both head out the door.
Namjoon smiled, as he walked to his room, he grabbed his laptop placing it on the bed.
He walked to the bathroom to wash up.
After a while he comes back out, before getting back to work he goes to the kitchen to make himself some tea, something that y/n got him a-costume when she was alive, he smile to himself remembering her making the tea, telling him why it was good to drink it, each kind she made him taste she knew the good things that it could for your body.
As he finished making the tea, he walked back to his room stopping at y/n's room taking a peek, he took a look at her she was passed out, blanket kick off her legs, she was just a vivid copy of Jungkook.
- yeez, she might as well be his daughter she is an exact copy.
He smiled making his way in his room, he plopped on his bed opening his laptop.
- well Namjoon, is time to get busy.
Hours later he felt the heaviness begin to attack his eyes, he couldn't help it anymore so after saving all his work he laid down.
- good night baby, I know you are still around us, I miss you dearly.

In the morning little y/n opened her eyes, she jumped out of the bed running to her father's room, she found him still asleep so she got on the bed cuddling up to him, Namjoon felt some movement so he opened one eye, looking to the side he finds her little head cuddled up to his side, he smiled reaching for the cover throwing it over her little legs, wrapping his long limb around her small frame.
- just like your mother little one, always cuddled up to my side looking for warm,
His heart warmed up to the feeling.
They fell asleep for a couple more hours, until Namjoon's phone vibrated against the bedside table.
- ughh.
He groaned reaching for the phone, he saw golden maknae in bold letters flashing through his phone screen.
- good morning.
- hyeong, still sleeping?
- not anymore, how can I be of your service this morning hangeum maknae (golden youngest)?
- wow that's a nickname I haven't heard in a long time, I'm just calling to tell you that I'll be over around 12 so I can pick little y/n up, I want to take her and Areum around after I get home, is that ok with you?
- that's fine JK, let me get up then, get her ready, feed her before you get here.